Freely Flowing With Your Spirit Within My Being …?
How Can That Be? …
Only propelled by Your Spirit within me. Whatever I do on my own inclination without You? Worthless, but!
- That is something that only You can empower us to grasp.
- It is now Friday, July 23, 2021, at 2:19 pm.
- Moment by moment You are drilling these facts into my mind and soul to the point of no return.
- The pull from this world under the power and control of the powers to be to make us bow down to pain and sorrow is astounding!
- Right now, I am facing the mountain of my physical condition.
- The world’s threat?
- I must seek healing through surgery otherwise I could die.
- Me? Master! You are my Healer. You promised me my health shall continue to improve from now on.
- So? Let the threats blow away.
- From Your Authority I will not sway!
- For the power of Your passionate love for Your people supersedes tenfold the powers and principalities in high places.
- Thus? You intent to use the sites You had me to create to proclaim those facts all over Your so loved world.
- So? At 2:36 pm You are leading me now to continue working on the PDF matter.
I Worked On The PDF Matter But Sleep Came My Way …
Slept on and off from Friday, July 23, 2021 at 11:11 pm to Saturday, July 24, 2021 at 4:07 am. Five hours of sleep to no avail.
My Beloved Master! Help! …?
Your promised super abundance both material and spiritual continues to surface in my dreams but!
- There is still no evidence of it.
- Rather the evidence is still of lack and pain.
- No matter. I absolutely refuse to doubt You.
- Not even question You.
- You have blessed me with Your power to believe You and in You.
- Even so? I need Your help with my body.
- I don’t know what to eat or drink or do to relieve this miserable condition of my body.
- You gave me to notice the hour and minutes of the moment I went to sleep last night.
What Does It Mean To See A Double 11? …
Should I read double judgement or four 1 for Your promised unity with Your creation?
Ha! A Roach Dream …?
Are You telling me I am attempting to kill instead of build? What is going on with this emotional machine of mine, my Master?
- You know my negative reaction yesterday at the sight of Yazeed.
- In my sight? The whole picture of deceit came embodied in Yazeed’s smiling nicely dressed announcing his brother’s start in high school.
- I had been laying on my bed coming to terms with the fact that You have blotted out all my transgressions.
- Coming to terms with the reality of Your Being within and without all around me.
- Coming to terms with the fact that You know now I am irrevocable Yours.
- Coming to terms with the fact that You are irrevocable mine.
- I was enjoying the moment in Your Presence.
- Suddenly! The unwelcome sight of Yazeed.
- Why unwelcome this time?
- I have come to terms that Yazeed only comes to visit when he needs to print or use my computer.
- I always welcome him.
- I am glad to have a printer that he can use, but!
- This time? His introduction just hit me in the gut!
- He said, “I come to visit you.”
- Well? I thought he was coming to visit and enjoy chatting with me, but!
- With a big smile of pride and satisfaction he added, “Ephraim is now in High School!”
- I have no words to explain all that went trough my mind concerning the obsession these people has with knowledge.
Master? Your Promised To Reveal Your Covenant To Me …
- What is the deep, inner meaning of Your covenant, my Master? Perhaps You are bringing me back to Psalms 25?
- Psalms 25 has been seared within me forever.
- Saturday, July 24, 2021 at 9:14 am.
- Master? Without realizing it I have been struggling to create the scene of Your Messenger Dove with no avail.
- Perhaps I am just procrastinating, why?
- Procrastinate? To postpone or delay needlessly.
- Then again? I sense the need to wait, but!
- I don’t know what am I waiting for?
- But You do.
- Am I wasting my time instead of redeeming it?
- Or do I have a legit reason for the waiting?
- It is now Saturday, July 24, 2021 at 9:36 am.
- The weather is awfully nice.
- I have turned off the AC.
- The door is open.
- The window is cracked.
- I have taken many pictures trying to captivate a good one for the scene in my mind.
- None serves my purpose.
- I have eaten chips, drank coffee laced with ginger.
- I have taken the 2 spoons of olive oil hoping for Your blessing to help to cleanse my body.
- Now? Clad with a light sweater I am wondering whether to take it off or leave it on until I become uncomfortable.
- Hum! By now? I had put aside the matter of Psalms 25, but!
- You are bringing me back to it.
What Is Your Will For Me To Do With The Past Record Of That Psalm? …
Finding that record has brought so much to my mind. Unresolved issues I had forgotten about it. I wonder.
- Actually? I am wondering about the weather.
- I am wondering why I did not get much of a response on the last post.
- I am wondering what is the deal with the doves?
- The doves are not flying as before.
- I am wondering about the colors You set my eyes on.
- Red and crimson and dark green and brown and now orange.
- I am wondering whether to eat or drink or what?
- I am wondering what is coming between Ahmad and me.
- I am wondering what is the meaning of it all?
- But the main thing I am wondering about?
What Is To Be Your Response To Help Me With All Those Wonderings …?
I wait. While I wait You led me to check the meaning of the color orange. Wow! What a finding! Actually? Your response.
- I will quote this meaning along the other meanings included in Your response.
Wow! What A Response! …
It is now Saturday, July 24, 2021 at 10:55 am. Ahmad called as I was recording. My reaction to his call? Amazingly enthusiastic!
- Unbelievable the way You are confirming Your words to me.
- You have now set me up to quote the found record of Psalms 25.
Psalms 25 And Comments From My Soul ….?