Fresh Start Ending The Pleasure Of Self-Condemnation …?

Admit. Remit. Retribution. What A Noble Dispensation …?

Or Is It Condemnation? …

New Post on Tuesday, July 27, 2021, at 3:01 pm. Today? A Rainbow Of Colors In My Sight.

Yellow Is Prevalent …

It is said: Yellow is the color of YIELDING. YELLOW anointing oil is created when we yield our mind, our will, and our emotions to the LIVING GOD.

  • Me?
  • Indeed! O my Beloved Master! You have been gracious to give me the power to yield my mind, my will, and my emotions to You.
  • Now You know I am irrevocable Yours.
  • Even so my Master?
  • You know how I groan inwardly as I wait for the redemption of my body from sensuality and the grave.
  • I wait and groan inwardly for the manifestation as Your child.
  • Your beloved child.
  • Your thiaBasilia a child of Your heart.
  • Right now?
  • I am physically lonesome.
  • The groaning is intense.
  • But You know it.
  • Would You send an angel to comfort me?
  • I do not know how to pray and ask for one, but!
  • Your Spirit always comes to my aid as in Rom 8.

Romans 8.pdf

…. will He not also with Him freely and graciously give us all other things?

What About It My Master? …

You promised to give me whatever I ask presenting all that You are to me. Quote:

John 14:14

  • Yes I will grant I Myself will do for you whatever you shall ask in My Name as presenting all that I AM.
  • Those words are written in the pages of the Scriptures, but! You have written those words within my being.
  • Those words are alive within me.
  • Even so? I remain lonesome without evidence of Your promise to do for me whatever I ask in Your name.
  • No matter!
  • On Your time and at Your discretion You shall do for me.
  • Right now? My belly hurts.
  • Maybe heading for bed I will find relief.
  • Master? What am doing talking to You like this?

Other Things? What things? …

But Master? You know I am not asking for things anymore as much as I am asking for an angel to comfort me.

  • Why am I asking You for an angel instead of a man?
  • I don’t really know it my Master, but!
  • Your Spirit knows.

Romans 8 26 to 39.pdf

  • My idea of an angel is a man like my late beloved mentor was.
  • A man with integrity free from worldly obligations to a wife or a family or a business or a job.
  • Financially independent able to pamper me with all those things that You know I need.

Help! O My Master! Help! Have Mercy On Me …?

You know all about my carnal ideas and my wants for pleasure. Therefore? I should not be peeved when You do not comply with Your reply.

  • Thank You for Your mercy.
  • It is now Tuesday, July 27, 2021 at 9:14 pm.
  • I am up but don’t feel good at all my Master.
  • You know it.
  • I have not heard from anyone today.
  • Perhaps I should go back to bed?
  • It Is 9:30 pm. No one here.
  • Should I shut down the computer then go back to bed?
  • All reset.
  • It is now Wednesday, July 28, 2021, at 2:00 am.
  • Thank You my Master for Your strength to reset my working station.
  • I can now work without stretching my arm causing me pain.

Reflecting In Your Presence …?

Back on track. Ready now to bid Your will on the spot. About the way I talked to You yesterday.

  • You know my Master that the way I talked to You yesterday made me feel guilty of disrespect to You.
  • But then again?
  • As the day went by You reminded me there is no need for self-condemnation anymore.
  • Your words to me just one week ago.

Quote:

  • “O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are My greatly beloved as My servant Daniel was.
  • At the beginning of your prayers, the word giving an answer went forth.
  • Therefore, consider the matter and understand My message in the appearance of the Dove to confirm what I tell you in your dreams and visions as well as in the numbers in your writings.
  • I am aware of your frustrations.
  • But most of all I am aware of your determination to obey Me at any cost.
  • My heart delights in the sight of your obedience.
  • There is nothing I can deny to you.
  • I am ready to come to your aid even when you yet pronounce your word for help.
  • Thus? From here on your health shall continue to improve.
  • You will begin to experience the reality of My promises to you.
  • And the experience of My peace that surpasses all human understanding shall double to give way to My wisdom in all your doings.
  • One by one My children shall receive your witness and honor My name.
  • Your children as well shall do the same.
  • Homerun hit! Victory ring! The game begins!
  • You are now playing in My Major League.
  • My highest Royalty in Authority.
  • The joy of your Master fills your heart from the start to the end.
  • The saga of your life is likened to a baseball game.
  • Just the same.
  • Governing Order and Rulership.
  • A perfect governmental foundation.
  • Your Jubilee.
  • Your Liberation From Oppression.
  • Letting go your fears, sorrow, and regrets.
  • A burst of joy in your heart you get.
  • Onward My precious child!
  • I have all your bases covered.” End of Your loving words for now.

Ha! How ‘Bout That! You Know What? …

Phew! What a relief! You got all my bases covered. All my foolishness bases covered when You hit the victory homerun!

In Hindsight …?

It is now Wednesday, July 28, 2021, at 7:13 am. You really strengthen me to do all of that heavy work while hurting big time.

  • Trouble with my belly.
  • My belly was so full of gas that I could not even drink water.
  • I laid down on my right side hoping to get relief to no avail.
  • Finally, I got up to continue recording, but!
  • The screen kept jumping to file save.
  • That has been happening since I reset Windows and reinstalled Office.
  • I decided to get in touch with Microsoft Support to resolve that problem.
  • In the meantime?
  • I failed to save whatever I had typed including the date of that moment.
  • But it was around 5:39 when I got in touch with Microsoft Support.
  • Wasted time!

Support Problem Or My Problem …?

It is now Wednesday, July 28, 2021, at 7:55 am. O my Master! Yeap! My help comes from You.

  • I had no business wasting my time looking for help away from You, but!
  • You just set my eyes on the hour minutes of this entry.
  • A 7 for Your perfection. Then?
  • A 55 or fives?
  • Check it out?

Biblical Meaning of 55

  • Biblically, the number 55 is a connotation of the double influence of the number 5.
  • Number 5 symbolizes God’s goodness, grace, and kindness.
  • Therefore, 55, symbolizes the intensity of the Grace that God has for all His creation.

The Intensity Of The Grace For All Your Creation …

Hahaha! HalleluYah!  Talking about making fun of my foolishness! You are so good to me.

  • Just when I was ready to blast the blame for my unresolve problem? Up pops the problem.
  • Only this time?
  • You led me to read what I thought to be a problem.
  • Oh mine! It is not a problem.
  • It is a neat feature with the updated Word.
  • What it does is that at every set time to save the option pops.
  • It has nothing to do with the keys I hit.
  • It has to do with the set time to automatically save my file I think now, but!
  • I thought it was ONEDRIVE attempting to save the file.
  • I am not using the drive because it interrupts my regular saving when the NET is not working.
  • So? I was clicking ‘don’t save’! Duh!
  • Master? Are You amused with my created problems?
  • By the way? It is now Wednesday, July 28, 2021, at 8:22 am.
  • Guess what? My belly is not hurting anymore, or is it?
  • Help me Master!
  • Maybe this belly problem is simply withdrawals symptoms that go away in due time.
  • You are regulating my sugar intake and whatever else I am eating that is causing me all my painful bouts with my body.

Wow! What A Revelation! …?

And here I had been blaming Ahmad for my lack of honey and chocolates! Even so?

  • You know how much I keep pleading for Your grace for my Ahmad.
  • That is the fact.
  • You know that.
  • Well? Guess now I can fix some coffee.
  • But Master? I have no honey.
  • What must I do?
  • Black coffee?
  • I’ll do.
  • Maybe that is part of Your healing plan for me.
  • One thing I know for sure.
  • Nothing I am to set permanently.
  • Today or tomorrow?
  • Honey and chocolates may come, but!
  • You will give me the wisdom of how to consume either, to balance the chemistry in my body.
  • Thus, my health shall continue to improve as per Your will for it to do.

Timely! Who Comes To My Door? …

At 9:09 am it came to me to take care of the plants and my eats. The phone rang. Ahmad at the door his key not working. Wow!

  • I let him in.
  • By that time, I had just finished with my chores.
  • So, it was a good time to visit.
  • We sat in the roof garden.
  • I commented about the strange silence and no doves to be found.
  • He began to explain why not doves, but!
  • I opened my mouth to tell him, ‘that’s in the physical that we can see.
  • But I done quit living in the physical, so?
  • The meaning of this amazing peaceful moment is a symbol for the peace, steadiness, and power in my soul.
  • Man! Ahmad was all ears!
  • So, I got to share the whole post with him.
  • And I even got to share my masterpiece with him.
  • Sure enough, he made his usual corrections.
  • So after he left I spent hours to accomplish his suggestions.
  • Then I went ahead to update the publish post in the main site then I published in all the sites.
  • On his end?
  • Likewise, Ahmad shared the good things that are happening to him.
  • We parted on a good note.
  • Perhaps tomorrow or the day after he will start fixing this apartment.
  • He also made a list of the things I need.

Wow! How Accurately Your Promises Are Materializing …

The best part? I am at peace, peace, steadiness, and power in my soul. My now reality despite my carnal foolishness.

  • I am not emotionally inflated or deflated.
  • Strong. Full to the brim with Your love not my whims!
  • It is now Wednesday, July 28, 2021, at 4:14 pm.
  • I had a full day already.
  • What happened to pain, lack, and misery thing?
  • You had all my bases covered with them things.
  • Whizzz! Homerun hit! Victory!
  • O death where is your sting?
  • Rest? Relax? To be exact
  • Time? 4:26 pm.
  • Headed for bed.
  • You woke me up around 7 pm.
  • I was just laying there wishing for some fruit.
  • Suddenly! A knock. Door opens. Yidhad!
  • A big bag of fruit on my counter!
  • Wow! You answered me while I yet pronounce my wish for fruit!
  • It is now Wednesday, July 28, 2021, at 8:07 pm.
  • My goodness! An 8 for a fresh start. A zero for an all inclusive number, and a 7 for Completeness and Rest. The perfect number for You to do wonders in this so loved world of Yours.
  • SEVEN
  • We come now to the great number of spiritual perfection. A number which, therefore, occupies so large a place in the works, and especially in the Word of God as being inspired by the Holy Spirit.

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Fresh Start Ending The Pleasure Of Self-Condemnation …?

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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