I Cannot Tell You Whoever You Are What To Do Neither Can You Tell Me, Why? …

Because I Do Not Know What To Do Myself; Neither Whoever You Are Tell Me Because You Do Not Know It Yourself …

A long, long post but! Read it page by page. No need to read all 25 pages in one sitting. It took me weeks to write it, so? It’s OK if you take weeks to read it.

Bless my heart!

Weaving Our Lives Together? … Ha! It just came to me, every time You stick the needle in the matter? It pricks my soul and body and everything else in me and around me! No Wonder Why I Hurt! … Ah! But to think of the finished Masterpiece You making out of our lives? Humor instead of anger and bickering and complaining.

All links connecting to the written words:

Sermon on the Mount

Ephesians 5

Isaiah 40 for comfort

I intend to make an end of all flesh

Peter My chosen one to Feed My lambs

What Is To Befall Your People In The Latter Days

Zephaniah 3 1 to 20

TGSPKSMN February 18 1986 thia spokenman

Isaiah 41 1 29

Master HELP Evil Knocking Loudly

All In All You Are Revealing A Summary Of Your Written Words

my life

The Hospital Dream

WelcometomylifeaOribook-sheepCover

About The Presence Of IDA. Mercy! Your People Is In More Trouble Than They Realize They Are …?

But the battle is Yours. On my face to the ground, I remain pleading for mercy for us all. It is now Tuesday, August 31, 2021, at 8:28 am.

  • Hurricane Ida has hit hard.
  • Millions without electricity.
  • When are they to return home?
  • All physical and logical concerns, but!

Is Anyone Reconsidering The Purpose Of This Disaster? …

I cannot tell anyone what to do, but! You compel me to tell what You expect from each one of Your children.

  • Repent, change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.
  • But! Have we not prophesied in Your name and driven out demons in Your name and done many mighty works in Your name?
  • We are living a good life.
  • We don’t cheat lie or steal.
  • We love people and people loves us.
  • We give, We help.
  • We sing praises unto You.
  • We study and practice all written in the Bible.

Why Repent? …

That is the matter You are revealing now as Your hand of discipline falls heavy on Your people with the severity of the drastic weather for now hurricane Ida.

Me? thiaBasilia? You Call Me To Mind My Business of Following You. …

That is exactly what I am doing. Alone with You on Your mountain top I write, I publish, I optimize as You compel me to do for You to do the rest.

The Beauty Of It All? …

Millions in darkness without electricity. Black is God’s THUNDERING VOICE creating beauty from the Ashes of Repentance. Black is saying “I need You God” and denounces our independence from God.

  • So much You are now revealing to activate the power to repent.
  • Here is a link for enlightenment.

BLACK

You are leading me to use the latest entries about hurricane Ida to introduce this post.

It is done.

It is now Tuesday, August 31, 2021, at 10:44 am.

Back to posting grounds to format the post for publication.

How Am I To Proceed My Master? …

Perhaps a new illustration? The white Dove visit? You have not given me the lead on how I am to proceed. I am hoping You are bringing Ahmad carrying some good new later on.

  • I wait on You.
  • Of course, there is the lurking fear that Ahmad won’t show up, but!
  • You have set me free from such suffocating fears.
  • Even so? Whatever is to be it is all in Your heart to be or not to be.
  • BEHOLD! The Immensity Of Your Passionate Love!
  • For me. For us all. For Your creation.
  • You alone have the Sovereign Authority Over Your Creation to heal and restore not just a few but as many as they come to You.
  • The Immensity Of Your Passionate Love And Unfathomable Wisdom!
  • Master! You are the sovereign authority over your creation including me.

The Last Cycle In The Time As You Know Time To Be Now To Begin …

O well! best for me to head for bed. On Sunday, August 22, 2021, at 2:07 am. You will show me Your lead on waking up.

  • Sunday, August 22, 2021, at 5:55 am.
  • Well? Master? This has not been the best of my days.
  • Nothing is wrong.
  • Ahmad came.
  • We had a good visit.
  • I got some of my supplies.
  • I am not hurting anymore.
  • Been doing time consuming things in Photoshop but!
  • I don’t seem to be accomplishing much.
  • Anyhow? I am thankful to be free from self-everything.
  • I am fine because You are with and for me.
  • It is now Sunday, August 22, 2021, at 6:45 pm.
  • Heading for bed.
  • Ha! You woke me up.
  • Don’t know the time.
  • I sat on the edge of my bed.
  • You were telling me that I cannot tell you whoever you are what to do neither can you tell me, why?
  • Because I do not know what to do myself; neither whoever you are tell me because you do not know it yourself.
  • I looked at the time, 11:10 but I did not see the pm.
  • My mind was kind of foggy.
  • Even so the meaning of 11 and 10 flashed in my foggy mind.
  • Other things I have not recorded flashed in my mind as well.
  • Then? It occurred to me whether was morning or night.
  • I checked again. Ha! This time I saw the pm but I did not see the time.
  • In my mind 11:10 was set.
  • How strange this thing that I do all the time.
  • I check the time I set the pot on fire, but!
  • It doesn’t register in my mind until I smell the pot about to burn to ashes!
  • I wonder what kind of psychological label there is for such fetish of mine?
  • It is now Monday, August 23, 2021, at 1:40 am.

Ah! The Numbers To Reconsider …?

The 1 For Your Unity. The 40 For Comfort Not For Judgement Anymore! What a blessing! And how appropriate!

For after all the suffering discomfort sourced on my rebellious mind, which is the meaning of number 40, You bring me to the comfort of the end of my suffering in Isaiah 40.

It Occurred To Me Whether Was Morning Or Night.

It was Sunday, August 22, 2021, at 1:32 am. Well? maybe later. Will see what you got for me today.

Well? How Am I To Proceed My Master? …

Perhaps that was Your instructions You were giving to me on waking earlier? Perhaps that is to be the headline for this post?

I Cannot Tell You Whoever You Are What To Do Neither Can You Tell Me, Why?

Because I Do Not Know What To Do Myself; Neither Whoever You Are Tell Me Because You Do Not Know It Yourself.

It Occurred To Me Whether Was Morning Or Night.

Just For Fun Humor Instead Of? …

Words without knowing. But I am sleepy. Will expound on waking up. Heading for bed on Monday, August 23, 2021, at 3:30 am.

  • Oh the numbers! Rather? O Your message in the numbers!
  • A 3 and a 30 again!
  • This time on going to sleep. Wow!
  • What is now Your message on waking up?
  • It is now Monday, August 23, 2021, at 5:37 am but!
  • You woke me up around 5:20 am.
  • The 5. The 5. The 5 with really good vibes!
  • Wow! For the number 5!
  • Number 5 symbolizes Your goodness, grace, and kindness.

So? Your Message? Humor With A Purpose Is To Be Your Motto In Toto …?

Instead of words without knowing if it is snowing, raining, or the sun is shining, since you can even tell if it is pm or am in your timing.

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart?”

Master? I don’t know what I am doing. I fell asleep for a while at this point. I got up meaning to go to bed but instead?

  • I fixed coffee and did graphics meaning to come back and record all You are speaking to me but!
  • I keep getting sleepy.
  • It is now Monday, August 23, 2021, at 12:11 pm.
  • I will try the bed hoping You bless me with sleep.
  • Master? I can’t sleep.
  • I’ll head to Photoshop to work on illustrations.
  • It is now Monday, August 23, 2021, at 12:49 pm.
  • Finally! Sleep around 6:30 pm on Monday, August 23, 2021.
  • You woke me up from a dream.
  • Somebody brought me a bag of goodies.
  • I got things out of the bag, surprise!
  • The last thing a big avocado to my delight but!
  • It was hard.
  • It came to me I was to enjoy when it ripen.
  • I sat on the side of the bed.
  • I check the time 11:06 pm.
  • You began to speak to me about the dream.

Quote:

  • “The matter of your rape and sex slavery has yet to be covered.
  • It is true that you have touched on it before
  • But the horrendous memory of such period of time in your life remains buried deep in your subconscious.
  • How? Why?
  • Fear of exposure because of your collaboration to satisfy a sexual drive never known to you before the rape.
  • Besides your gullibility to think and hope for a wedding soon to come.
  • Indeed! You lived in a fantasy world, but!
  • You were pure.
  • You were totally devoted to Me.
  • You guarded your virginity because your devotion to me.
  • But you were innocent to the point of gullibility.
  • And fearless to the point of recklessness.
  • What happened to you after the rape?
  • You continued Your devotion to Me.
  • I had provided for you an honest Catholic priest to look after you.
  • That priest was My instrument to wrench you out from that horrible pit of the sexual corruption that goes on and on ignored for the most.
  • What happened next?
  • It is told in the journal of your life, but!

The Matter Remained In Your Subconscious Like A Festering Wound.

  • A wound which cannot be erased from your subconscious by human alone no matter the multitude of how to do such rampart at large, why?
  • That, My child is the mystery, the secret I am now revealing to you as well as to each one of My beloveds individually.
  • One by one I am now reaching out rather than a mix multitude of tares and wheat.
  • Time for break. It is now Tuesday, August 24, 2021, at 12:28 am.
  • Before you take a break research the meaning of the hour minutes of this moment of your record.

Wow! A First! …

Numerous times You have shown me the meaning of number 12 to be Governing Order and Rulership or the Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances.

  • But this is the first time You have set my eyes on the number 28.
  • I do not recall ever searching for the meaning of 28, so?
  • You led me to search for the Biblical meaning of number 28.

Quote:

Properties of the number 28

Symbolism

The Dr. Allendy observes that the number 28 combines cyclic times: 4 and the evolutionary times: 7. “It is the spiral of the evolution unfolding among the perpetual cycles of the nature; it is the being progressed in the permanent oscillations of the Cosmos”. From the mystical viewpoint, this number shows the Initiate, 8, bringing back the antagonism of the cosmic force, 20, to the unit – 2 + 8 = 10.

Second perfect number because this number is equal to the sum of its aliquot parts. End of quote.

Dictionary quote of aliquot:

al•i•quot (ˈæl ɪ kwət)

adj.

  1. forming an exact proper divisor: An aliquot part of 15 is 5.
  2. comprising a known fraction of a whole and constituting a sample for chemical analysis.

n.

  1. an aliquot part. End of quote.

So? Master? This Quote Is Sure Full Of Strange Notions And Words To Me.

But I am gathering Your meaning by looking at the meaning of those words plus reading the quote repeatedly.

  • I worked on this matter for a couple hours.
  • Then You sent me to bed Tuesday, August 24, 2021, at 2:13 am.
  • I think You woke me up around 4:30 am.
  • It is now Tuesday, August 24, 2021, at 5:28 am.
  • Wow! The pattern to sit on the side of the bed to receive Your instructions continues.
  • Again, the number 28 appears right now.
  • This time preceded by the number 5.

Talk To Me My Master! Talk Plainly To Me …?

You know I do not want to record any of my deductions based on my human understanding of words. I need to hear Your voice in the Authority of Your written words.

  • Taking a brake to reflect in Your Presence on Tuesday, August 24, 2021, at 6:38 am.
  • Ha! Another first time You let me notice, the 38. Search found.

Quote:

Properties of the number 38

Symbolism

Referring to the man cured by Jesus at the pool of Bethesda who was infirm since 38 years (Jn 5,5), saint Augustin makes of this number the symbol of the sickness. J. Boehme sees there “Lucifer, the will of the Devil”. Represent the principle of the cosmic or celestial life. Represent “the ratio of the individual initiation to the cosmic organization, kind of differentiation resulting from an effort of initiative – 3 + 8 = 11; 1 + 1 = 2”, according to R. Allendy.

General

Among the 49 appearances of Christ to Dozule to a mother of family, 38 times the Son of the Man appears to her directly to entrust to her a particular message.

The magic squares named “panmagic squares” and that, for Edouard Lucas, we name generally diabolic, have surprising properties: the sum of numbers taken on the partial diagonals equal the magic number. Moreover, if we cut out the square following a line or a column, and that we reconstitute it by putting pieces differently (but without to invert lines and columns) it remains magic. Here is an example of this magic square whose sum gives 38:

 

2 15 5 16

9 12 6 11

14 3 17  4

13 8 10  7

Occurrence

The number 38 is used 5 times in the Bible.

In the Bible, 38 numbers appear both under their ordinal and cardinal form. End of quote.

Master? All Of This Is Gibberish To Me …

But You are leading me. You led me to read the quoted on the man cured by Yahushua at the pool of Bethesda.

Quote:

John 5:5-17

(5)  There was a certain man there who had suffered with a deep-seated and lingering disorder for thirty-eight years.

(6)  When Jesus noticed him lying there [helpless], knowing that he had already been a long time in that condition, He said to him, Do you want to become well? [Are you really in earnest about getting well?]

(7)  The invalid answered, Sir, I have nobody when the water is moving to put me into the pool; but while I am trying to come [into it] myself, somebody else steps down ahead of me.

(8)  Jesus said to him, Get up! Pick up your bed (sleeping pad) and walk!

(9)  Instantly the man became well and recovered his strength and picked up his bed and walked. But that happened on the Sabbath.

(10)  So the Jews kept saying to the man who had been healed, It is the Sabbath, and you have no right to pick up your bed [it is not lawful].

(11)  He answered them, The N1Man Who healed me and gave me back my strength, He Himself said to me, Pick up your bed and walk!

(12)  They asked him, Who is the Man Who told you, Pick up your bed and walk?

(13)  Now the invalid who had been healed did not know who it was, for Jesus had quietly gone away [had passed on unnoticed], since there was a crowd in the place.

(14)  Afterward, when Jesus found him in the temple, He said to him, See, you are well! Stop sinning or something worse may happen to you.

(15)  The man went away and told the Jews that it was Jesus Who had made him well.

(16)  For this reason the Jews began to persecute (annoy, torment) Jesus N1and sought to kill Him, because He was doing these things on the Sabbath.

(17)  But Jesus answered them, My Father has worked [even] until now, [He has never ceased working; He is still working] and I, too, must be at [divine] work.

Master! You Have Revealed Much On This Passage Of The Scriptures, But! …

Never what You are revealing to me right now. Where are You leading me to in this complicated mess of my life until this moment of time?

It is now Tuesday, August 24, 2021, at 9:42 am.

Master? You know that I have not heard from Ahmad since the day before yesterday. I do not know how to pray or to ask of You for Ahmad’s sake, but!

I know You are taking of all things exactly as You intended to do even before You created us.

So? I wait on You for whatever shall happen next.

In the meantime? I sense the message You are conveying to me is of the utter more importance for the expression of Your manifestation of Your Being on this so loved world of yours.

You are now showing, revealing the most deepest secrets of Your covenant with us.

The suffering us woman must suffer has its source in those words pronounced in Genesis 3:16.

Quote:

To the woman He said, I will greatly multiply your grief and your suffering in pregnancy and the pangs of childbearing; with spasms of distress you will bring forth children. Yet your desire and craving will be for your husband, and he will rule over you. End of quote.

…Yet Your Desire And Craving Will Be For Your Husband …?

Oh but I know least for my own self is not really for my husband but any male would have done to satisfy that desire and craving for sexual intercourse even when I risked the consequences in pregnancy.

Thus, the dirt I soaked my pure white soul in. Yes! I was pure and white clean before the rape, but! Once the sexual drive was forced upon me? Sexual recklessness set in.

Master? Is this the mystery of my suffering that You are revealing to me?

In effect the number 38 represents “Lucifer, the will of the Devil” for my life since my birth.

But then? Prior to the number 38 You gave me the 28 or 4 times the perfect number 7 ending on the number 10 or the second perfect number.

You then confirmed the message with the number 28 preceded with the number 5 as in John 1:16.

Quote:

For out of His fullness (abundance) we have all received [all had a share and we were all supplied with] one grace after another and spiritual blessing upon spiritual blessing and even favor upon favor and gift [heaped] upon gift. End of quote.

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? …

Pause. Reflect now more than you have ever done before. For this is the crucial moment for My grace to prepare not only to overcome the ominous darkness soon to descend but to overcome victoriously. And of the utter more importance is the power of My voice calling My loved ones to repentance represented in the black color I have set lately in your sight.

Repentance. A New Sound My Child …?

Bring about the fruit of repentance. Not just lip repentance then go back to live your religious life with more impetus than before. No change.

Instead, My voice is now clearly sounding to jolt My loved ones’ mind to bring forth the fruit of repentance. For the religious ones nowadays are no different than the Pharisees and Sadducees of that time. As in Matthew 3:7-9.

Quote:

But when he saw many of the Pharisees and Sadducees coming for baptism, he said to them, You brood of vipers! Who warned you to flee and escape from the wrath and indignation [of God against disobedience] that is coming?

Bring forth fruit that is consistent with repentance [let your lives prove your change of heart];

And do not presume to say to yourselves, We have Abraham for our forefather; for I tell you, God is able to raise up descendants for Abraham from these stones! End of quote.

Master? You Have Been Calling Us To Repentance For A Long Time To No Avail …?

What is the difference between now and the past callings? You know of the lurking fear and doubt of what I am writing. Master help me to get a hold of Your words for good.

You have set me free from those suffocating fears of the past, but!

At the moment I find myself escaping rather than continuing with recording practically the same words You have had me publish repeatedly.

You call me to Pause. Reflect now more than I have ever done before.

I am doing that. But the more I reflect the less I comprehend in effect.

Even so? You have set me free from self-condemnation.

In fact? I am thankful for the freedom You give to me to escape into graphics or chores or sleep while I wait on You to develop whatever is in Your plan at any given time.

It is now Tuesday, August 24, 2021, at 4:15 pm.

I have not recorded anything since 9:42 am.

Perhaps I need to take a break again to eat.

Maybe You comfort me while I eat.

Bed Tuesday, August 24, 2021 6:00 pm.

You woke me up on Tuesday, August 24, 2021, at 8:12 pm.

It is now Tuesday, August 24, 2021, at 8:39 pm.

The Numbers. The Numbers. The Numbers? Your Message For The Moment …?

Awake O you sleeper! My goodness! Astonishing! Your message in the numbers? About my  Desire and Craving for sexual intercourse. Clearly written in Ephesians 5:1-33

Quote:

Ephesians 5.pdf

  • But immorality, sexual vice and all impurity of lustful, rich, wasteful living or greediness must not even be named among you, as is fitting and proper among saints The Almighty Creator’s consecrated people.
  • Let there be no filthiness (obscenity, indecency) nor foolish and sinful (silly and corrupt) talk, nor coarse jesting, which are not fitting or becoming; but instead voice your thankfulness to The Almighty Creator.
  • For be sure of this: that no person practicing sexual vice or impurity in thought or in life, or one who is covetous who has lustful desire for the property of others and is greedy for gain—for he in effect is an idolater—has any inheritance in the kingdom of Messiah and of The Almighty Creator. End of quote.

Master? My Dilemma Still My Wonderings About This And Many Other Chapters …?

You know it my Master. I still cringe to see and hear the staunch stalwarts and defenders and protectors of what they insist to be the CHURCH ignoring all written words to the contrary, but!

The immensity of Your passionate love. Your super abundance of grace and favor to us all. Such immensity mesmerize my entire being.

O well! my belly hurts.

Sleepy. Bed. Still on Tuesday, August 24, 2021, at 11:28 pm.

Unlocking The Portal Of Heaven …

Whatever for? Will it be doom or bliss? The bliss to kiss the Son. Ready to pour over to drench Your passionate love. Your super abundance of grace and favor over Your so loved world.

Your message for me to proclaim on waking up at 2:29 am on this Wednesday, August 25, 2021. In fact, Your message the White Dove announced and confirmed to me only a few days back.

On to illustrate on Wednesday, August 25, 2021, at 2:53 am.

The number 53 is composed of the digits 5 and 3. The foundation number is 8.

Wow! The Number 8 For A Fresh Not A New Beginning …?

Even so? It came to me to look for the Biblical reference of the number 53. Wow! You are putting together every single piece of the puzzle of my life and the work You have been doing within me for the last 36 years since 1985.

  • And so? This is the Biblical reference to Isaiah 53. That chapter refers to Yahushua our Messiah as the suffering servant who is horribly repressed.

 The number 8 ( 5 + 3)

The number 8 represents the new beginning, the creation. It represents the resurrection; Yahushua Messiah was seen 8 times after his resurrection. After our death, the 5 and 3 will be reunited forever for the new beginning of the life in the eternity.

Bed Wednesday, August 25, 2021 6:18 pm.

You let me to notice 9:20 as I sit up on the edge of the bed. Flashes on what I am to do. But You know I can hardly go on.

You know how discouraged I am with the same situation of itching and no show of Ahmad. He promised to come this morning, but it did not happen. Same thing. No change.

Have You heard my desperate cry for You to stop the itching?

I sure hope so.

Going back to illustrate.

It is now Wednesday, August 25, 2021, at 10:00 pm.

Bed Thursday, August 26, 2021, at 1:28 am.

New Strength Of Covid-19 On The Way …

Nothing to avail but the fiery sound of My voice calling My loved ones to repentance.  Numerous church buildings and houses of worship shall go up in flames. Religion is to come to an end.

My child, you are not a prophet, but you are My mouthpiece to talk to My people about the hardness of their hearts and the pride in their minds.

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect now more than you have ever done before. It is time now for you to proclaim the original words based on Matthew 21:23-32 and John 12:20-43. I compelled you to talk to My people about those Scriptures in 1986.

Quote:

Thia Spokesman February 18 1986.

….And I wrote down  from Matthew 21:23-32 and from John 12:20-43.

-“Father, both of these scriptures have to do with the same thing, your people and their hardness, what do I do next?”

TGSPKSMN February 18 1986 thia spokenman.pdf

My precious child, I heard your words as you sat in the side of your bed before you went to sleep this time.

You express your hopelessness as you recalled your friends Pat, Frances, and many others including your own child Robin so convinced of their walk in My Spirit.

This time your concern was mainly for the apparent abundance of My blessings to them, but to you?

Misery. Suffering. Lack. No a soul to give you even a cup of water right now, not even Ahmad.

You keep on asking for the itching to stop only for it to intensify.

I felt your pain not understanding why it feels like I am silent giving no answer to your request.

I saw your tears drench your pillow before I put you to sleep.

Next? On the clear sound of my voice with the message you are to proclaim from this day forth more than ever before.

You jump up!

Check the time even before you sat on the side of your bed.

Time? 4:17 am.

You sat up thinking for the Number Four – Creation and the World.

The material creation and the expression of My purpose in the world or on the earth.

The Number Seventeen which represents victory and resurrection.

My victory over your wicked nature for sure. End of Your words.

This Saga Is Not Meant For The Multitude. It Is Only Meant For That One Soul …?

That one soul under the Creator’s heavy hand of judgement. That one soul still entrapped by the human’s understanding of everything under and above the sun.

Me? thiaBasilia Licona? Me? …?

A liberated soul by the power of Your passionate love for me and for us all! Not by my power at all, that’s for sure.

So? Here I Am Now. It Is Thursday, August 26, 2021, At 5:29 Am …?

What is to be my Master? Itch or no itch the power of Your response this morning ignites my whole being.

  • No kidding! You did not send the Son into the world in order to judge the world, but that the world might find deliverance and be made safe and sound through You.

You Are Doing It! It Is Done!

Quote:

Revelation 5:12 AMPC+

Saying in a loud voice, Deserving is the Lamb, Who was sacrificed, to receive all the power and riches and wisdom and might and honor and majesty, glory, splendor, and blessing! End of quote.

  • On to illustrate. Thursday, August 26, 2021, at 5:44 am.

Ha! The number 5 for Grace and Preparation.

Wow! For the number 5! Number 5 symbolizes God’s goodness, grace, and kindness.

Then double the number Four – Creation and the World.

The material creation and the expression of Your purpose in the world or on the earth.

This is the first time You let me notice the number 44.

Quote:

Number 44 is a number of days connected to the last period of Jesus mission on the Earth. Also, 44 is a number of months of his ministry, leading to a period when he was crucified – 4 days, resulting in symbolic 444. 444 is a number of completeness and ending, when he gave his knowledge to the disciples and ascended to heaven.

The number 44 naturally follows 43 as if in sequence, because 44 is the number of “chosen people.” For this reason, the contentions of number 43 are designed to bring us the resolution of the conflict that is manifested in the number 44.

For example, in the transfiguration scene on the mount we see first how God contends with Peter, and then resolves the dispute with the resolution: “This is My Son, My chosen One; listen to Him” (Luke 9:35).

Hence, when Luke mentions the name “Jesus” for the 43rd time in verse 33, it is followed by the contention. When Jesus is mentioned for the 44th time in verse 36, “Jesus was found alone,” because the divine decree had settled the issue forever.

The number 44 is rooted in the number 4, which is the number of the creation, particularly the earth. But the four is doubled, almost as if to illustrate to us the contention between two people who each have the desire to be chosen to rule or inherit the earth. Yet 44 is also a double 22. The number 22 is the number of the Sons of Light. So the true chosen ones (44) are closely linked to the Sons of Light (22).

Likewise, there is a Holy Spirit factor involved in this as well. End of quote.

It is now Friday, August 27, 2021, at 12:27 am.

Where Did My Day Go? …

Illustrating. Master? There is so much happening so fast, but You are helping me to cope with it all. Yes, I am perplexed. I illustrate. Whatever for? I stand up.

  • In a fog I look around.
  • Where am I bound?
  • It is now a new day.
  • You know I need to sleep.
  • I do not have it in me even to weep.
  • It is now Friday, August 27, 2021, at 1:29 am.
  • Heading for bed.

Your Presence Is Not A Figment Of My Imagination …?

You are here with me, for me. It was Friday, August 27, 2021, at 4:24 am when You led me to check the time as I sat on the edge of the bed wondering how long You had given me to sleep.

You have given me so much to write to illustrate while my body itches my mind in a fog.

No matter. Blessed I am.

Quote:

Matthew 5:4

Blessed and enviably happy [with a happiness produced by the experience of God’s favor and especially conditioned by the revelation of His matchless grace] are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted! [Isa_61:2]

COMFORT, COMFORT …

My time of service and my warfare are ended. My punishment is accepted. My iniquity is pardoned. I received punishment from Your hand double for all my sins. (Isaiah 40.)

Back to the Unlocking The Portal Of Heaven Message…

The message the White Dove announced and confirmed to me only a few days back. The Message Is Crystal Clear. All things coming to pass exactly as written from the first to the last page of the Bible.

It is an all-inclusive message of Completeness and Rest along with the material creation, the expression of the Almighty’s purpose in the world/earth.

And Now I See With My Spiritual Eyes …?

It is now Friday, August 27, 2021, at 7:06 am. You sent me to the roof to receive Your message for this day. I sat there for a bit before I noticed Your messenger. The show began.

The order of the links I am to include for the contents of this post.

Black is Your THUNDERING VOICE creating beauty from the Ashes of Repentance.

The show I saw before.

Only this time one dove not two.

She lifted her right wing.

Bright silver beams like bright silver lightnings!

Then? She shook her wings.

Flashes of shinning silver light beams again!

That went on for a while.

The people that sat in darkness saw a great light came to mind.

Then she squatted puffed herself up as done before.

The fulness of the Spirit came to mind.

Then she flew downwards.

The message is descending to the world came to mind.

Quickly this I headed to the working area to record it all.

Master! O My Master! What To Do? What To Think About? What To Feel? …

I don’t know but I am not in panic gear nor in cringing fear. Only Your fear for the beginning of wisdom. That You have invested upon and within me.

It’s A New Day. A Today For Me …

Friday, August 27, 2021, at 7:44 am. The perfect number 7. You do wonders on the earth with this number. So many times quoted. The number 44? Wow! Quoted as well.

  • Silence since yesterday or before.
  • Have not heard from Ahmad or Roxana or anyone else.
  • Phone not working.
  • Sometimes my friend comes to deliver food but no fruit or chocolates.
  • He comes. He goes.
  • No telling when he is to come back.

Master? Am I In Jail? …

It just came to me, that’s how a prisoner is treated when in solitary confinement in jail. Am I Your prisoner for my own protection? I hope so.

All Links Connecting To The Written Words …

You have led me to insert all links in the post. It is done. Now to continue editing the next post. It is now Friday, August 27, 2021, at 10:37 am. Still no sign of Ahmad. But the numbers right now?

  • The perfect number 10 followed by the number 37.
  • The Number 10?

In the Bible, the number 10 is used 242 times. The designation “10th” is used 79 times. Ten is also viewed as a complete and perfect number, as is 3, 7 and 12. It is made up of 4, the number of the physical creation, and 6, the number of man. As such, 10 signifies testimony, law, responsibility and the completeness of order.

  • The number 37?

What Does It Mean When I Keep Seeing 37?

If you see this number too often, know that you have a strong connection with Me, and you’re fortunate to receive such clear messaging and signs of My Presence within you. The appearance of this number means for your life the following things:

  1. You will be able to bring about tremendous opportunities and abundance in your near future.
  2. It is a confirmation you are receiving from Me the answer to your prayers.
  3. Trying to pressure having answers won’t help; flow with your situation.
  4. Any person, object, or thing that represents negativity rid yourself of that.
  5. Depending on My Spirit to find all answers is the only way to seek what you desire.

Master? I Can Not Ignore My Hoping For Ahmad’s Visit …

Help! O my Master HELP! It is now Friday, August 27, 2021, at 11:15 am. I need to concentrate on the task You have assigned unto me, but my heart is not in it.

  • It is now Friday, August 27, 2021, at 3:03 pm.
  • Thank You for giving me the incentive to revised and improve the illustration about Anger. Hate. Sour Blindness.
  • Help me now to recreate the text to better communicate the message to Your people.
  • The computer been acting up.
  • It goes blank momentarily.
  • It jumps while typing in Word or working in Photoshop.
  • I don’t know what is causing the problem.
  • About the text for Anger. Hate. Blindness Of Soul
  • I wrote that text after I learned of the results of anger in Ahmad’s family, but!
  • You led me to Isaiah 59. For some reason Yahushua’s words on anger did not come at that moment.
  • You have been leading me to redo that graphic, but I have not done so until today.
  • So? Here goes what You are inspiring me to write on the matter.

Quote:

Anger. Hate. Blindness Of Soul!

We are all victims!

Isaiah 59 You bringing to my mind.

Many times I have quoted that chapter, but! Now?

Imperative!

Thus? You shall open many eyes.

IMPERATIVE to read the whole chapter minus all bias from before is You word to Your people not mine.  Link below.

Excerpts of Isaiah 59:1-21.

BEHOLD, THE Master’s hand is not shortened at all, that it cannot save, nor His ear dull with deafness, that it cannot hear. But your iniquities have made a separation between you and your  Heavenly Father, and your sins have hidden His face from you, so that He will not hear.

Yes, truth is lacking, and he who departs from evil makes himself a prey.

On Yahushua’s words about anger:

Matthew 5:21-22

You have heard that it was said to the men of old, You shall not kill, and whoever kills shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court. [Exo_20:13; Deu_5:17; Deu_16:18]

But I say to you that everyone who continues to be angry with his brother or harbors malice (enmity of heart) against him shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court; and whoever speaks contemptuously and insultingly to his brother shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the Sanhedrin, and whoever says, You cursed fool! You empty-headed idiot! shall be liable to and unable to escape the hell (Gehenna) of fire. End of quote.

Yahushua’s words on repentance:

Matthew 4:16-17

The people who sat (dwelt enveloped) in darkness have seen a great Light, and for those who sat in the land and shadow of death Light has dawned.

From that time Yahushua began to preach, crying out, Repent, change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.

It is now Friday, August 27, 2021, at 5:17 pm.

Time for break. Bed?

I am not sleepy or hungry or thirsty.

My belly hurts.

I’ll save and quit for a bit to see what You have for me.

It all points to Your goodness, grace, and kindness represented by the number 5.

Then the 17 for Your victory.

Yes! Your Victory Over My Carnal Nature For Sure …?

It came to me to head for bed even when I was not sleepy. I did. Got up about an hour later to check the food that was brought to me. No chocolates. Just food. Not too happy.

But I thank You thinking that is what You sent to me.

I could not eat.

My belly hurting.

I went back to bed.

Slept for about an hour.

You got me up to eat even when my belly hurting.

I ate. Then?

You gave me the incentive to complete the Sermon of the Mount file.

Wow! One File In Order …?

It is now Friday, August 27, 2021. at 9:34 pm. I still don’t feel up the part, but! You are teaching me to keep up with my task no matter how I feel. You are letting me notice the numbers.

The number 9 for fruition is set in my mind, but!

The 34? I don’t have a record of it.

But I have a record of numbers 3 – 4 – 9.

Quote:

The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation.

As we arrive at the number three, we now begin to get dimension and depth, as in length, width, and breadth. This characteristic of the number three will help us with some insight into it’s base meaning of completeness and dimensionality with respect to manifestation and expression. Three gives us the full picture of what we need to gain insight into that which we cannot see. We will see that the number three is found in many of the aspects of the essence of the Mighty One of Israel.

Number Four – Creation and the World.

The material creation and the expression of Your purpose in the world or on the earth.

The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving.

You sent me to search for number 34.

The finding that hits the mark of Your meaning from the psychic world.

Quote:

The number 3 symbolizes charisma, creativity, joy, self – expression, increase, expansion, optimism, communication, manifesting desires into reality, etc. It is a number which resonates with the Ascended Masters.

The number 4 symbolizes hard work and purpose, establishing foundations, practicality, determination, organization, drive and passion.

The number 34 essentially symbolizes using creative energy to achieve your desires and life purpose.

The number 34 often appears to people who are used to leave unfinished creative project behind. This number is a reminder to face this habit of yours and change it. End of quote.

Ha! This Last Sentence Is What Indicated To Me That This Is Your Meaning, Why? …

O my Master, only You know my thoughts even before I think of them. You have talked to me before about the wording of the psychic world not to be of Your approval. Even so?

You quicken to me to read what is in the psychic world to teach me to discern right now? As in Malachi 3:18

Then shall you return and discern between the righteous and the wicked, between him who serves God and him who does not serve Him.

You are teaching me not to adhere to anything on my own understanding.

Otherwise stated as not to lean on my own understanding

That applies to everything I read or hear or learned from my past mentors whether it comes from the Bible or the most reliable sources in this world.

You are teaching and applying to me Your meaning of the written words.

Friday, August 27, 2021 at 10:27 pm headed for bed.

It is now Saturday, August 28, 2021, at 3:41 am.

You woke me up around 3:00 am.

In my mind?

By their fruit you shall know them.

Well? I thougt to myself, same thing all the time.

What are my fruits.

Their fruits?

Nothing but good fruit if I may say so.

What’s The Deal My Master? …

Quickly that scene in February 1986 flashed in my mind, ‘And I wrote down from Matthew 21:23-32 and from John 12:20-43.

Quote:

“Father, both of these scriptures have to do with the same thing, your people and their hardness, what do I do next?”

-“This is what you shall talk to my people about.”  He spoke to my heart in a quieted still voice.

-“Father, I have been a sinful woman, I have not applied myself and brought forth any fruit, do you think they are going to listen to me?” I said, just about jumping out of my flesh.

-“I do not want them to listen to you, I want them to listen to ME. And Thia have you not repented of bickering and questioning Me? You are right, you have not applied yourself for you do not know anything, not even what FRUIT BEARING is.”

Ha! I Still Do Not Know Anything; Not Even What FRUIT BEARING Is …?

Oh my precious Master! Nothing is the way I know it to be. Rather? The way it seems to me. Why on earth I am still bickering about this insidious idea of my bad against others good fruits?

It Makes NO SENSE My Master! Can You Zap Some Sense Into My Deluded Carnal Mind?

Oh My precious child! But you do amuse Me! You have tried everything to get Me to do what You feel think I should do for you to no avail. But this is the cleverest way to give another angle to your request. Even so My greatly beloved thiaBasilia how immensely You amuse me with the clever ways of your flesh. How is that so? O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? In the great scene of My ways, My doings with and in you, the itching discomfort, the sugar balance in your body, the lack of the things you enjoy including human company? All of it My child is nothing else but like a speck of dust in the tapestry I am now finalizing. That speck of dust is to remain in place until My time comes to clear it without marring the beauty of My tapestry.”

What Tapestry My Master? …

I remember writing about Your creating a beautiful tapestry, but I don’t remember the details. Of course I headed to file explorer to search for such writing.

Wow! What a finding! Immediately this time the file explorer spit out not only the tapestry file but the graphic as well!

Excerpt from The Most Beautiful Tapestry Of Father Yah’s Creation!

Friday, May 17, 2013 at 1:30 am

…. Well, this day of rest is not over yet for I can tell that Ahmad is in state of wonder with all the happenings in our lives in the last short days and so I am—in awe to see how You, my Father are weaving our lives together to shine forth like the most beautiful tapestry of Your creation!

Perhaps it looks like I’m emotionally elated again with a new bubble in my exuberant imagination, but, this time I sense something higher & greater than my exuberant imagination—I sense You, Your Presence within my being more real than ever before my Master, my Abba—my Father the Creator & Redeemer of my soul—Almighty Yahuwah/Yahushua!

Truly this time we all shall know that You are the Master Yahuwah—the Sovereign Ruler, Who calls forth loyalty and obedient service. Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! End of quote.

  • Ahmad and thiaBasilia?

You Are Weaving Our Lives Together To Shine Forth Like The Most Beautiful Tapestry Of Your Creation! …

So, my Beloved Master? All our shenanigans is nothing else but a speck of dust in Your sight as You zealously work to finalize Your beautiful tapestry You have been creating for such unbelievable time.

Are You Finished Master?  …

What a childish question! That reminds me of my children. We used to travel to recreation spots for entertainment. After a couple of hours of hard driving that 8 seated station wagon?

  • One of the seven in the back will ask, ‘Are we there yet?’
  • Ah! But You see me as a little 5-year-old girl skipping in the rain without a care in the world.
  • Only when the cares of this so loved world of Yours come along?
  • You must make Your little girl come in the house and close the door as in Isaiah 26:20-21.

Quote:

Come, my people, enter your chambers and shut your doors behind you; hide yourselves for a little while until the Master’s wrath is past.

For behold, the Master is coming out of His place, heaven, to punish the inhabitants of the earth for their iniquity; the earth also will disclose the blood shed upon her and will no longer cover her slain and conceal her guilt. End of quote.

Ha! The Way I See It Is Jail In Solitary Confinement …?

Indeed! O My precious little girl! In solitary confinement I have placed you for your protection. I am protecting you from My judgement already taking place on this earth that you inhabit.

Well? after so many hours working on Your tapestry?

It just doesn’t look like anything You are creating.

HELP!

It is now Saturday, August 28, 2021, at 11:20 am.

No sign of Ahmad again.

Maybe I need to wait until You show me what is going on.

I wait.

You sent me back to illustrate.

This time? Perfect!

Now for a break at 5:40 pm on Saturday, August 28, 2021.

You woke me up around 8:02 pm.

It is now Saturday, August 28, 2021, at 8:30 pm.

Photoshop crashed.

Don’t know the problem but I am not going to worry about it.

Back to it.

Maybe it is now fixed.

It is now Saturday, August 28, 2021, at 10:00 pm.

Perfect numbers as I am heading for bed.

No one show up today.

Perfect number when You woke me up at 12:10 am on this new day of Sunday, August 29, 2021.

Getting close to the end of the 8th month for a fresh start.

It sure has been a fresh month for me.

It is now Sunday, August 29, 2021, at 1:53 am

Ha! The 53?

The Basic or Core Essence of 53

The deep down basic essence of the numerology number 53 is realism. And efficiency. Other meanings of the number 53 must take that vibration into account.

The number 53 is composed of the digits 5 and 3. The foundation number is 8.

Wow! The 8 for fresh start is confirming as I close this recording now.

Weaving Our Lives Together? …

Ha! It just came to me, every time You stick the needle in the matter? It pricks my soul and body and everything else in me and around me!

No Wonder Why I Hurt! …

Ah! But to think of the finished Masterpiece You making out of our lives? Humor instead of anger and bickering and complaining.

Back to bed Sunday, August 29, 2021, at 4:18 am.

You Did Not Come To Condemn But To Save …

For the Almighty Creator of our beings did not send the Son into the world in order to judge (to reject, to condemn, to pass sentence on) the world, but that the world might find deliverance and be made safe and sound through Him.

The Flowers Of Your Love Are Blooming Within Me …?

Reflecting in Your Presence. Waiting for Your message I am to proclaim today. The time? Exactly 7:00 am. The messenger dove landing in front of me heading for the hidden water from the AC.

  • Ha! I had just remembered You do wonders on the earth with the 7 number.
  • And the dove landed in front of me.
  • It came to me the messenger been here many times before.
  • Ha! It always head for the hidden water to drink then flies downwards.

What? The Hidden Waters Within My Heart Holding The Flowers Of Your Love!

Dah! It took this long for me to get the message! No matter. You do not count it against me. Your words from before came to mind.

Quote:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I am here for you

My Beloved child., again, your winter of difficulties is past.

The flowers of My love are blooming within you.

The little foxes that spoil the vineyard of our love are now exposed and disposed.

My written words in Psalms 25, Ecclesiastes, Psalms 139, Isaiah 54, plus the entire content of My written words are now alive within your soul and mind.

The purpose for the Saga of your Life shall now be evident to enlighten many souls inhabitants of this so loved world of Mine.

Let that bubble of My joy within your heart burst to share it with all your concern.

Go on My child, go on!” end of quote.

  • Peaceful silent. Only the rustle of the breeze blowing on me. No human voices to be heard. No human activity at all. Strange.

Where Is Ahmad? Where Is My Denise? Where Is My Diana, My Robin And The Rest? …

And where have I been?  It is now Sunday, August 29, 2021, at 8:16 am. Ha! I don’t remember the meaning of number sixteen. Let me see.

  • Wow! A long quote that explains so much of the Organized Church confusion on the Bride and love matter.
  • Will quote the first paragraph of Your revelation to settle the matter for good least within my mind.
  • But You compel me to insert the link for the PDF file with the complete quote.

Quote from the Gematria by Brad Scott:

The number sixteen appears some 23 times in scripture. For the most part, it refers to the numbers of offspring or the reign of kings. I believe that this number speaks of love and there are a couple of occurrences that I wish to highlight. For example, in 1 Corinthians 13:4-8, there are sixteen things said about love, and of course, this is the famous ‘love’ chapter, even though verses 8-12 are some of the most divisive verses commented on in the ‘church’. The sixteenth time Sha’ul’s name is mentioned in scripture is in Acts 15:25.

…. The gematria for this hyssop is SIXTEEN, and the numerical value of LOVE is EIGHT. Sixteen is, of course, a multiple of eight. End of quote.

Hyssop? Daniel 12:10-12 Comes To Mind. …

Quote:

Many shall purify themselves and make themselves white and be tried, smelted, and refined, but the wicked shall do wickedly. And none of the wicked shall understand, but the teachers and those who are wise shall understand. [Dan_11:33-35]

And from the time that the continual burnt offering is taken away and the abomination that makes desolate is set up, there shall be 1,290 days. [Dan_11:31]

Blessed, happy, fortunate, spiritually prosperous, and to be envied is he who waits expectantly and earnestly [who endures without wavering beyond the period of tribulation] and comes to the 1,335 days! End of quote.

Well? Where Are We All? …

It is now Sunday, August 29, 2021, at 9:44 am. Ha! Your answer cannot be any clearer. I found it in the most unexpected source referring to the number 44.

Quote:

  • I AM SEEING 44 AND 444 EVERYWHERE!!!! “THE SPIES ARE BEING ROOTED OUT OF YOUR LAND!!!”
  • This morning I felt the Lord saying to His people “The spies are being rooted out of your land”.
  • I saw all the ‘hidden’ areas being exposed. The areas where the enemy has ‘hidden’, where he has found a ‘home’ in lies or fear or strongholds, the Lord is shining His light on them and He is rooting them out.
  • The ‘hidden’ areas that have allowed the enemy to torment and to cause anguish and grief upon God’s people, these ‘spies’ are being rooted out.
  • The ‘spies’ that have continued to remain hidden, those ‘spies’ that have continued to hinder breakthrough, freedom and fruitfulness. Those ‘spies’ that have continued to empower ‘cycles’ of death and destruction, those ‘spies’ that have continued to empower cycles of ‘delay’ and ‘pain’ – God is ROOTING OUT the spies.
  • The very areas where the enemy thought he had the GREATEST HIDDEN GROUND in the lives of believers (some of these hidden areas have been there for generations), he is being exposed by the Lord, and ROOTED OUT BY THE TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!! The enemy is being DRIVEN OUT of your heart and soul and the LAND God has given you. End of quote.

How Exactly This Quote Applies To Your Latest Work Within Me …?

The hidden wounds inflicted on me by my enemy even before my birth have been rooted out. You have exposed the lies hidden by the enemy of my soul by the THRUTH and REALITY of Your BEING.

These Are Not Empty Words. This is the EXPERIENCE of Your PRESENCE …?

Peace like a calm river gently flowing flows from the depths of my being. Enjoying Your victory over my carnal self.

  • This all came to me at 9:44 am.

It All Boils Down To My Stand On Number 9 …?

The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving. Exactly the reason for my testimony written down in the journal of my life for the last 36 years.

Your words come to mind, quote:

“My beloved Thia, from now on you will be sitting still and yet your activity in the realm of My invisible Kingdom shall intensify tenfold.”

Well? Your Words Quicken Me To Go Back To Editing This Post …?

Somehow, I did not go back to editing since You had me to revise the first headline. I have been flowing with Your Spirit as You lead me in this new cycle of my existence.

  • So? It was a challenge to reconstruct the recorded words.
  • It is now Sunday, August 29, 2021, at 3:25 pm.
  • The editing has been quite a challenge, but!
  • I am just now realizing that all the challenges in my life are ordered by You.
  • So? You are teaching me to trust You instead of trying to figure things out for myself.
  • So there! These challenges are ordered by You to teach me to trust You not to lean on my own understanding.
  • Well? You never give me any more than what I can take.
  • Guess I take a break.
  • This day seems to be the longest day in a long time.
  • Bless my heart.
  • Wondering if tonight You will send some food to Your prisoner.
  • I don’t guess is of any use to expect for goodies yet.
  • But who knows?
  • Anyhow? Food will do without much ado in my part.
  • You have gifted me a timer online.
  • I can now be reminded when how and what.
  • Have started to illustrate Your messenger visit this morning.
  • But I am stuck.
  • How am I to illustrate?
  1. Your message? The Flowers Of Your Love are going downwards.
  2. Destination? The hearts minds of each one of Your children.

The Hidden Waters Within My Heart …?

It is still Sunday, August 29, 2021, at 11:43 pm now. Just a few minutes this long day shall be history. And me?

O My Master! You Know. I Find Myself Pondering All Matters Of Lifetime …?

Your work within without my being? Exposing the good and bad hidden deepest within. The things to overcome the things that so troubled me.

  1. The Hidden Waters Within My Heart holding the flowers of Your love.
  2. The hidden wounds inflicted on me by the enemy of my soul.

It All Under Your Loving Control …?

You are now showing me it is a matter of super importance in Your heart and mind. Therefore? You have molded me in the image of Yahushua Your unique only begotten Son.

  • In awe I bow down.

No Longer I But Yahushua Dwelling Within My Being …?

Therefore? In the past thiaBasilia went forth delivering the message in person. In the present? My spiritual messenger daily comes to take the flowers of My love from the hidden AC waters.

  • Downwards she flies going forth delivering the message by My Spirit.

Wow! So Profound! …

A fresh start has now begun! One more day the 8th month for a fresh start will give way to the 9th month for fruition and giving.

  • It is now Monday, August 30, 2021, at 12:49 am. 1:44 am. 5:00 am.
  • It is now Monday, August 30, 2021, at 11:03 am.
  • Have been illustrating since You woke me up at 5:00 am.
  • Sometime before 7:00 am headed for the roof to receive Your message for today.
  • I sat on the chair in the garden.
  • I looked up and around.
  • The water tanks on the roofs in front of me looked like tombs in a cementery.
  • Blue clear sky.
  • Not a dove in sight.
  • It came to me, I am alone with You in Your mountain top.
  • The tears began to flow.
  • You are alone in Your mountain top.
  • Your children are wondering far from You.
  • Just like my children are from me.
  • Yahushua wept.
  • So I do.
  • Alone! Alone!
  • You brought me to Your mountain top to be alone with You.
  • And the tears flow.
  • Never the meaning of Your aloneness have crossed my mind until that moment.
  • And the message the White Dove representing Your Spirit came alive just then.

Alone With You In Your Mountain Top. Most Especial Sabbath…

Saturday, October 03, 2009.

The time came for my arrival at Jerusalem under her tutelage. She promised to perhaps meet at the Sukkot festival. I was in heaven! So eager for the day to meet this amazing personality in person. O man! What a BIG balloon I had inflated.

The Sukkot festival arrived. I was staying in BeiJala next to Bethlehem. The day of her arrival in Jerusalem came. I immediately emailed her. I waited with bated breath for her reply. O man! I still remember my shock!

“There is nothing wrong with your theology. You are just self-centered! I don’t have time to meet with you…”

If a dagger would have penetrated the depth of my flesh and bones ten thousand times it would have been less painful than such cruel, heartless sentence! What on earth had I done to deserve such?

I turned off the computer. I threw myself on the bed. I exclaimed, “I quit! I never want to write one single word anymore! I want out of this wagon!”

The sting of the shock ceased. The silence of the moment permeated the room. I heard,

“My Thia, My beloved, open the door of your chamber for I am knocking. I come to take you higher up to My Mountain to be alone with Me.”

Master, my door is open or is it not? Give me the eyes to see the door of my heart and the ability to open it wide to You.

“My beloved, in your heart there are many chambers and I have come to inhabit those chambers, but, now I wish to come in, in the most intimate and deepest chamber where no one else should be allowed.”

Master! My Beloved Master! By all means! Take the key that I can’t find and open the door for my secret chambers! By all means! My Beloved, take the key to my secret chambers and keep it as Your eternal property! I want no one else to invade such intimate quarters!

“My beloved, My Thia, the key to your secret chambers is now in My possession and I am taking residence in that deepest and most Set Apart chamber of your heart! No one shall disturb you any longer, whether they come or go, whether they call or not, whether they are kind or un-kind, whether they are friend or foe, whether they are your flesh and blood or perfect strangers, NO ONE should ever disturb you anymore!”

O my Master! Are You now taking me to Your Mountain top? What am I to do? What am I to feel? What am I to think? Tell me my Master! Do unto me as it is pleasing in Your sight!

  • “My beloved Thia, you are now beyond the realm of disturbing feelings and emotions and imaginations. From now on all your doings shall become sensible and your feelings for goodness shall intensify as well as your feelings for badness. And your thoughts shall be under the captivity of My thoughts. This drastic change within your being shall soon take hold of the hearts of many who would turn to Me and esteem My name as they see your good works.”
  • Master, what about these festivals and different things that Your people are so deep into? What am I to do? What am I to respond to inquires as to my behavior on these days of excitement for Your people?
  • And, Master, what am I to do about my health? What about all the body discomforts I suffer all the time? Am I to do anything about my body? How am I to take care of my body?
  • “My beloved, say and do exactly as I have been leading you to say and do. Do not relent in speaking My WORD as it is written. Truly, My Thia, your time has come to delight Me and from here on out ALL things and ALL matters shall come to pass in your life as it is written and as I have been telling you personally.
  • “My beloved Thia, I am well aware of your physical condition. Your body is continuously decaying on account of the environmental conditions caused by the sin of mankind under the evil influence of our enemy. Nonetheless, you have nothing to worry about because My grace is sufficient unto you; that means that you are able to withstand all and any discomfort in your body and rejoice rather than complain about it. You are in excellent health and I will keep your body in healthy conditions until the time comes to invest you with a new body immune to decay.
  • “My beloved Thia, from now on you will be sitting still and yet your activity in the realm of My invisible Kingdom shall intensify ten fold. As of this instant I am taking control of your imaginations. Your steps shall be steady as you move in any direction. And the song of praise and adoration to Me shall intensify to the point of the highest heaven.
  • “Truly, My beloved, I AM in your deepest chambers! Nothing and no one can disturb you now! Today is a very especial Sabbath and I shall teach you the way to come into My rest. Your actions from here on shall be beyond your plans and ideas of what it should be done. You will do the right and proper things without even thinking or premeditating ahead of time. There will not any longer be any anxiety in your life even in the most arid places in the absence of human touch and care.
  • “My Thia, My beloved, rejoice! Rejoice and be glad for your time has come to inhabit My Mountain top now and forever!” End of exchange between You and me.

Fulfilment!

Sometime before 7:00 am on Monday, August 30, 2021, those words were fulfilled to the tee. It is coming to me that is what You have come to tell me.

  • All is happening exactly as You said it was to happen not at all resembling to any of my figuring.

Roaring] Deep Calls To Roaring Deep At The Thunder Of Your Waterspouts …?

It is now Monday, August 30, 2021, at 2:30 pm. Psalms 42:7-11 comes to mind. Quote:

  • Roaring deep calls to roaring deep at the thunder of Your waterspouts; all Your breakers and Your rolling waves have gone over me.
  • Yet my Master will command His loving-kindness in the daytime, and in the night His song shall be with me, a prayer to the Mighty One of my life.
  • I will say to my Master—my Rock, Why have You forgotten me? Why go I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?
  • As with a sword crushing in my bones, my enemies taunt and reproach me, while they say continually to me, Where is your Mighty One?
  • Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me?
  • Hope in the Mighty One Of Israel and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, Who is the help of my countenance, and my Mighty One.

Psalms 42:7-11 Came To Mind? …

Indeed! All Your breakers and Your rolling waves have gone over me in the past weeks, but! I can now praise You, my Beloved Master.

  • For You are the help of my countenance, and my Mighty One.
  • And the song of praise and adoration to You has intensify to the point of the highest heaven.
  • All is happening exactly as You said it was to happen not at all resembling to any of my figuring.

Fulfilment! In You I Move And Have My Being As Per Your Will …?

Thus? I finished illustrating. I recorded Your message for today. Now heading for bed on Monday, August 30, 2021 at 5:15 pm. The time now? Monday, August 30, 2021, at 8:24 pm.

  • Master? I am up and about but I am hot even with the AC on.
  • Even so? No worries.
  • You tell me I am in perfect health.
  • I believe in You, and I believe You.
  • Thank You.

What Now Are You Bringing To Mind? …

In a dream You showed me a field of mourning doves happily roaming around. I woke up but did not check for the meaning until later.

Quote:

Many doves represent honest friends. End of quote.

Ha! How Encouraging To End The Old And Begin Afresh …?

It is now Tuesday, August 31, 2021, at 12:01 am. The last day of the 8th month. What is to be to end this 8th month?

Governing Order and Rulership is the meaning of the Number Twelve.

Then a zero follow to emphasize comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity.

The number One meaning Unity.

Exactly The Appropriate Numbers On This Hour Of My Day …?

For You compel me to proclaim Governing Order and Rulership

 

It is now Tuesday, August 31, 2021, at 12:51 am. You know how tired I am to be able to follow Your lead right now. Heading for bed.

 

You Have Chosen Me. I Did Not Choose You …?

Not only You have chosen me, but You have as well given me the power to follow You.

Because of You I possess the inner strength, intelligence, intuition, and ability to always strive forward and follow the right path.

That is the right path leading to the Kingdom of heaven down on the new recreated earth, but!

Behold, The Kingdom Of Yahuwah Is Within Me …?

Even so? Your Beloved is helpless without You. Come, Yahushua, come. Come into the hearts of Your beloved ones!

  • Come Yahushua Come …?
  • My cry goes up high! Why?
  • Your beloved roam this earth like sheep without a pastor.
  • You created Your children in Your image but!
  • Your children have created You in their image.
  • No matter.
  • Behold! The immensity of Your passionate love!
  • In a little burst of wrath You hid Your face from us for a moment, but with age-enduring love and kindness You will have compassion and mercy on us, says the Master, your Redeemer.
  • This matter has completely evaded Your chosen people’s mind because of their sins, but!
  • No matter!
  • The whole issue has not evaded Your mind.

Wow! I Am Blown Away! How Amazing Is The Way You Are Leading Me …?

This is the first time You are giving me a clear answer to my questions since I first read Genesis 1 and 2. Indeed! You are putting it all in order in my mind.

  • Again, You are sending me to Brad Scott’s Gematria.
  • Master? You know that I no longer follow or believe anything coming from the human’s mind as I did before.
  • Before? I would follow and adhered to whoever made sense to me.
  • Thus, false teachings were set in my mind for a long time.
  • Even worst? I would push my erroneous beliefs on others, until?
  • You convicted and plucked me from such practices.
  • That happened in 1985 as recorded repeatedly in the journal You commanded me to keep.
  • Since then? I only go to wherever You send me to find the information You are giving to me.
  • So? You have brought me to conclude as in Ecclesiastes 12.
  • I only hear and set in my mind the words which are given as proceeding from one Shepherd.

Quote:

Ecclesiastes 12 11 14

  • The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd.
  • But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
  • All has been heard; the end of the matter is:
  • Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is].
  • Keep His commandments
  • For this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation
  • The object of God’s providence.
  • The root of character
  • The foundation of all happiness
  • The adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and the whole duty for every man
  • For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. End of quote.

About The Presence Of IDA. Mercy! Your People Is In More Trouble Than They Realize They Are …?

But the battle is Yours. On my face to the ground, I remain pleading for mercy for us all. It is now Tuesday, August 31, 2021, at 8:28 am.

  • Hurricane Ida has hit hard.
  • Millions without electricity.
  • When are they to return home?
  • All physical and logical concerns, but!

Is Anyone Reconsidering The Purpose Of This Disaster? …

I cannot tell anyone what to do, but! You compel me to tell what You expect from each one of Your children.

  • Repent, change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.
  • But! Have we not prophesied in Your name and driven out demons in Your name and done many mighty works in Your name?
  • We are living a good life.
  • We don’t cheat lie or steal.
  • We love people and people loves us.
  • We give, We help.
  • We sing praises unto You.
  • We study and practice all written in the Bible.

Why Repent? …

That is the matter You are revealing now as Your hand of discipline falls heavy on Your people with the severity of the drastic weather for now hurricane Ida.

Me? thiaBasilia? You Call Me To Mind My Business of Following You. …

That is exactly what I am doing. Alone with You on Your mountain top I write, I publish, I optimize as You compel me to do for You to do the rest.

The Beauty Of It All? …

Millions in darkness without electricity. Black is God’s THUNDERING VOICE creating beauty from the Ashes of Repentance. Black is saying “I need You God” and denounces our independence from God.

  • So much You are now revealing to activate the power to repent.
  • Here is a link for enlightenment.

BLACK.pdf

You are leading me to use the latest entries about hurricane Ida to introduce this post.

It is done.

It is now Tuesday, August 31, 2021, at 10:44 am.

Back to posting grounds to format the post for publication.

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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