Honestly? I Haven’t The Slightest On How Or What I Am To Write Or Deliver Whatever I Am To Write From Now On  …?

It is done!

Now I am to relax and enjoy Your Presence.

Radiance After Bearing The Fruit Of Your Spirit …?

No relaxing. Instead? Severe cramping in my belly. I crawled in bed waling in pain! Suddenly! The release. In my vision? Your loving Being showing me the radiant face You were beholding!

  • Wow! I spent most of my day yesterday illustrating until I came up with the vivid representation of the face You have imprinted within my being.

Why The Green Background …?


  • GREEN Combination of Blue Peace and Yellow Grace.
  • Green stands for Fruitful intimacy with Yahushua.
  • The pastures green where the Shepherd leads His sheep.
  • Money to fund the Almighty’s wishes and desires.
  • Green is what happens when we garden with Him in our hearts.
  • Green is what happens when the Almighty’s Yellow Grace comes upon our Blue Peace with Him and intertwines and grafts us into His Might and Ability to bear Kingdom Fruit.
  • Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, Gentleness, and Self Control and to produce Flowers Almond Flowers of Authority, Lilies of the Valley, Roses of Sharon sharing, etc. and Leaves that heal the nations Revelation 22:2. End of quote.

To Read The Scriptures Is Nothing Like Experiencing Them …?

Master? It is now Friday, October 29, 2021, at 7:24 pm. A thousand times I have read and practiced what I read in the Scriptures commonly known as the Bible, but I always had the sense emptiness until?

  • You brought me to this part of Your world to judge me face to face.
  • Emptiness now? So far from me.
  • The opposite is my reality.
  • My heart is full with Your loving Presence.

Yes Indeeed! You And Only YOU Above It All …?

Nothing like I ever imagine it to be. The immensity of You loving Presence is beyond my grasp. Grieving. Let the grief fulfill Your purpose. Let me sob it until it does.

  • It is now Friday, October 29, 2021, at 9:14 pm. Bed.

Ha! Concentrate In What You Have Forget What You Don’t Have. Amazing! …?

The power to obey is unbelievable! Last night at 9:14 pm I went to bed grieving, but immediately when I began to sob it came to me to stop! Then?

  • My radiant face popped in mind again.
  • I thought to myself, ‘I have already accepted the symbolic death needed for all to be born again!’
  • No need to grieve anymore.
  • Help me to relax and enjoy Your Presence.

And You Did Again Unexpectedly …?

I slept on and off until close to 3 am. I had gotten up to use the bathroom, but I came back to bed thinking to sleep some more. Well? My head. Dizzy. Ha! I need some sugar.

  • I got up realizing that before I went to bed, I ate some of the food they brought to me but I never finished fixing the tea I intended to drink for my needed sugar.
  • well! I grabbed the cup with the cold tea.
  • I headed for the kitchen to heat it up.
  • I began to wonder about not having honey but!
  • ‘Concentrate In What You Have Forget What You Don’t Have’ came loudly to my ears.
  • No honey. No Ahmad lovingly fixing my tea.
  • But I have Your LOVE!
  • I finish the fixings.
  • I ate some.
  • I came to record.
  • Saturday, October 30, 2021, at 3:10 am.

Wow! Your Response To My Last Line, Help Me To Relax And Enjoy Your Presence …?


My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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