Honestly? I Haven’t The Slightest On How Or What I Am To Write Or Deliver Whatever I Am To Write From Now On  …?

Romans 7:15-25 AMPC

For I do not understand my own actions I am baffled, bewildered. I do not practice or accomplish what I wish, but I do the very thing that I loathe which my moral instinct condemns.

(23)  But I discern in my bodily members [in the sensitive appetites and wills of the flesh] a different law (rule of action) at war against the law of my mind (my reason) and making me a prisoner to the law of sin that dwells in my bodily organs [in the sensitive appetites and wills of the flesh].

Romans 7:24-25

O unhappy and pitiable and wretched man that I am! Who will release and deliver me from the shackles o] this body of death?

O thank the Almighty! He will!] through Yahushua Messiah our Master! So then indeed I, of myself with the mind and heart, serve the Law of God, but with the flesh the law of sin.

  • I am guessing that is what it means to die daily.


1 Corinthians 15:31 AMPC

I assure you by the pride which I have in you in your fellowship and union with Yahushua Messiah our Master, that I die daily, I face death every day and die to self.

Time? Enlightenment. O My Master! Dying. Living. Cleansing. Purifying. The Flesh. Your Spiritual Realm. Your Written Words …?

You are revealing it all as You meant it to be not as I or any other human being ever fancy for it all to be. This is by far the most critical time of my entire life. I hear Your voice loud and clear.

Therefore? Abstain from retaliation or lengthy explanations.

There is nothing new under the sun, and?

There is nothing new you can tell your people for them to submit to Me.

I had you to record all needed for them to reconsider their lifestyles.

It is now a time for You to relax rest and enjoy My victory, My favor, My love, My peace, My joy, and My matchless, unbroken companionship even when your human nature pops to disturb your reality in My Presence!”

  • Sunday, October 31, 2021, at 6:29 am.
  • Cold. Turning heat on.
  • Making myself comfortable.
  • Perhaps I fall asleep.
  • Sunday, October 31, 2021, at 9:55 am.

Thank You My Master …?

There is a deep sadness in my soul, You know it, but I am relaxed resting enjoying Your Presence even when once again Ahmad proved himself to be false to me, least that is how it looks!

Well? O My Master! You Are For Real …?

Yes, it looks like Ahmad is false to me, but! Not really. He finally showed up this morning. You showed me Ahmad is angry at his inability to handle the world!

Help! O My Master! Help! …?

Definitely, I refuse to come to any conclusions of my own. And I thank You for trusting me to see what I see and leave it at that.

  • I did tell him that he cannot fight alone, that You sent me to him, and I am here for him.
  • Sunday, October 31, 2021, at 12:30 pm.
  • Sad but looking forward to the meaning of 12, which is considered a perfect number, it symbolizes Your power and authority, as well as serving as a perfect governmental foundation.
  • It can also symbolize completeness of the nation of Israel as a whole.
  • The gas ran out while Ahmad was here.
  • He promised to send me some just as soon as somebody was available to get it for me.
  • Also, I learned that my little friend is ill.
  • All of that is accumulating in my mind.
  • Sunday, October 31, 2021, at 1:09 pm restart computer perhaps I get the Internet.

Master? Restart Did Not Work. Still No Internet Connection …?

Just as well. Until You resolve the situation between Ahmad and me, I do not wish to publish anything anyhow. You know that.

  • The reality is that You are in control of it all.
  • The suffering is global.
  • What I am suffering is not a matter of life or death physically.
  • But it worse than that for sure.
  • For my suffering is a matter of spiritual life or death eternally.
  • And really? It is not about me alone.
  • It is about me alone with You in Your mountain top.
  • I am to relax rest enjoy Your Presence.
  • And I am relaxed and in peace.
  • But there is still a deep sadness in my soul.
  • Working on two new graphics helped me out.
  • Sunday, October 31, 2021, at 3:11 pm.
  • Wondering whether I would get gas or not.
  • I headed for bed hoping for sleep but no sooner I got comfortable in bed?
  • Yazeed with gas for my stove!
  • I welcome him mainly to ask him to see about connecting the Internet.
  • Sure enough! At 4:30 pm he called.
  • Internet connected!
  • Thank You.

Master? The Internet Is Connected. I Have Gas Now Plus Syrup For My Sweetener …

But somehow? There is not only sadness but also a sense of danger that I cannot shake off. I hear from Roxana. But as with Ahmad I refuse to make any conclusions on their condition.

  • I fear no evil for You are with and for me, but such sense is not too comfortable.
  • Even so? I am still at last. Calm. Hopeful. Waiting on You.
  • It is now Sunday, October 31, 2021, at 6:37 pm.
  • Ha! The Number Six – Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery. Six is the number that clearly represents man, Satan, sin, and slavery. But the 37 again?
  • I hear You, my Master!


My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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