Mercy Rays! The Passion Of Mercy Lightening Me Along Your So Loved World! What A Marvel! PART 4 …

(1 Corinthians 13:1-8 AMPC)

And so faith, hope, love abide [faith–conviction and belief respecting man’s relation to God and divine things; hope–joyful and confident expectation of eternal salvation; love–true affection for God and man, growing out of God’s love for and in us], these three; but the greatest of these is love.

(1 Corinthians 13:13 AMPC)

  • It is now Friday, December 3, 2021, at 8:34 pm.

Help! O My Master HELP! …?

Troubles keep piling up. I have not heard from Ahmad. Perhaps he is in trouble. I don’t want to think the worst, but I do. Help me.

Master? Your Love In Me …?

I fear I fall short to practice it. I spent the day yesterday attempting to get in touch with Ahmad to no avail. At last, he answered briefly.

  • He sounded aggravated with my question on what was wrong.
  • Where is Your love in me to handle this situation?
  • There is no change.
  • But I don’t feel to bother about it.
  • Don’t know how not insist on my own rights or my own way.
  • I beginning to see how self-seeking; touchy I am, but!
  • I wait on You to help me.
  • I refuse to correct myself or help myself.
  • Heading for bed hoping for a better day today.

It Is Now Another TODAY For Me …?

Saturday, December 4, 2021, at 12:44 am. What is it going to be? Whatever is to be it will be your will. I choose to submit to yield to Your will on the spot.

  • It is now Saturday, December 4, 2021, at 4:07 am.
  • Sounds like a promising day with the 7 for whatever wonder You’ll do today.

Master? Pick Me Up! It’s 7:17 Am! Show Me Your Wonderful Victory …?

The black messenger paid me a visit yesterday. Just now I am figuring out the message. I hear Your THUNDERING VOICE creating beauty from the Ashes of Repentance.

  • Then Black blocks our enemies with blindness from seeing what You are doing.
  • So far, I am still in the dark not knowing what kind of bad the enemy is working for me and Ahmad. It’s now Saturday, December 4, 2021, at 2:47 pm not a peep from Ahmad.
  • But then? I read that when Your voice is silent and still, we are in darkness.
  • I have not heard from You other than the black messenger yesterday.
  • I have asked many things from You but have no response yet.
  • Even so? I read also that it is in these times that our roots are growing towards You stronger.
  • Seeking, hungry, searching, thirsty, wanting You reaching through every darkness into Your Light is my daily moment by moment stand.

Ha! Here Is Your Response! What A Wonder! …?

If You kept Your manifested Presence evident, our roots would be short, and the first wind would blow us down. You desire for us to have a large, strong understanding.

Enlightenment! …

To end the 2021 year! Enlightenment to begin anew in 2022! Anew or new but in a different way, fresh start in the springtime byway.

Enlightenment? Indeed! Whether We Laugh Or Cry You? …

YOU? O my Master! My Beloved Master! Whether we laugh or cry You remain the ever existent One with one thing in mind, the creation and restoration of Your creation.

  • It is now another day after the 7th Day of rest.
  • Sunday, December 5, 2021, at 5:07 am.

Yes! It Is Quite Discouraging To Wake Up Day After Day …?

Yes indeed! It is quite discouraging to wake up day after day to the same misery of yesterday. No change. When it isn’t one thing is another to trouble us so!

Will It Ever End? …

Well? It will not! We are destined for eternity whether we like or not, but! COMFORT! It will not end but You shall change it from the worst to the best!

Here I Go! Confident. Resolute. Steady Fully Trusting In And On You …?

No question about it, but! That does not mean that I am not discouraged and disgusted this morning, why? Because I am a miserable human being with a human mind!

  • That’s my problem ALL the time!
  • What is the sense in all the positive this or that?
  • No number of positives can set anything the way I WANT things to be set in!

Oh! Oh! Oh! So That’s Your Enlightenment For My TODAY! …?

My WANTS? O my Beloved Master! You are so beautiful! Such a good FATHER You are! So? You are just letting me kick and rant because I don’t get what I WANT!

  • But You know what is better than my wants.

Indeed! You Created Me To Be Loved To Love …?

That’s Your Image You created me to be! Hey! I get it my Master! I am getting it! Discouraged and disgusted just don’t seem anymore the way to be TODAY for me!

I’ll Cheer Up! Things Might Get Worse Today But I Will Stay In A Cheerful Way! …?

I’m going on to enjoy my pizza and quit lamenting that I only got a couple of slices instead of the whole pizza! Hah! Hah! Pizza is not good for me, You know it my Master, but!

  • You dote fully granted me my whim for some pizza.
  • What can I say?
  • You take care of every minute detail that comes my way.

Master? What About My Request For An Automobile? …

You know that is not a whim. It’s a dire necessity to carry on this immense territory You have set us to live on.

  • What is the delay?
  • Why are we still crawling instead of walking at our age?
  • What do You want from us before You supply the means for us to walk instead of crawling?
  • Perhaps that is the darkness You announced to me a couple of days ago.

Well? Darkness? Black? Surely Dark And Black Continues To Be All Around Me …?

Beats the heck out of me, but! I am going on anyhow to eat those scrumptious few bites of pizza left. Then? I’ll fix whatever is needed to get fixed. Thank You.

  • Let’s see what time it is now, Sunday, December 5, 2021, at 6:12 am.
  • Ha! That 6 for man and the 12 for You. HalleluYah!
  • It looks like it shall be a beautiful clear sunny day!

What A Day! Suddenly Word Failed. It Had To Be Reinstalled …

It is now Sunday, December 5, 2021, at 10:44 pm. I spent the day recreating the header for the site. Suddenly I was unable to copy and paste. The clipboard failed.

  • I called support.
  • They spent a long time trying to fix the problem to no avail.
  • Finally, they decided it was necessary to reinstall Office.
  • The new install went on for hours.
  • I went to sleep.
  • On waking up I was able to install the program.
  • All is well now.
  • One great thing, support fixed my display so that now I can read the headings in all programs.
  • It is rather an unfamiliar display, but it is working beautifully.

No Kidding. You Have Changed Absolutely Everything About Me …?

And all for the best. It is taking a little time to get used to the new me, but I am getting there. The darkness between Ahmad and I continue but black is where my roots in You grow stronger.

  • Today I did not hear from anyone.
  • I try to call Pat, but she could not take my call.
  • I text message Roxana, but she has not responded.
  • But really? I realize now that I do not have the need to chat anymore.
  • Me? The heat is on, but I am somehow cold.
  • I am still itching and bloated, but!
  • I am not in pain.

Now? How Important Are All Those Details? …

Absolutely of no eternal value. All of that is the thing that pertains to this carnal nature in me. And that is all the chatting is about.

  • Let me just save my people’s ears from such a useless chat.
  • Writing my details do have a purpose which purpose is lost in the chats.

The Purpose For My Details Is To Expose My Physical Existence …?

I am not a ghost. I am human. I think and act as any other human does, but!

  • There is now a big difference about this human that I am.
  • I have been transformed by the power of Your love for Your creation.
  • Therefore? My physical existence is now under my spiritual one.
  • Thank You for such revelation.
  • Guess Your message in the numbers continues.
  • It is now Sunday, December 5, 2021, at 11:10 pm.
  • Maybe that means the 11 for judgement is over and the 10 for getting serious.
  • Serious about the task You have assigned unto me.
  • Will now take a break to eat before I get to work.
  • It is coming to me to include these lines to introduce the posts from now on.
  • Where was I?
  • Been formatting PART 2. Going to bed on Monday, December 6, 2021, at 12:45.
  • Monday, December 6, 2021, at almost 4:50 am what will it be?
  • Maybe my jubilee.
  • Great things are on the way.
  • Back to the formatting.
  • Monday, December 6, 2021, at 5:55 am.

Wow! What A Message In The Meaning Of Triple Number 5! …?

Great Things Are On The Way For Sure! Number 5 symbolizes Father Yah’s goodness, grace, and kindness. Triple 5 therefore, symbolizes the intensity of the Grace that Father Yah has for all His creation.

  • A triple 5 also signifies grace upon grace as expounded in the book of John 1:16.


My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/ my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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