Mercy Rays! The Passion Of Mercy Lightening Me Along Your So Loved World! What A Marvel! PART 4 …



Satan controls this world. Satan made the rules—the laws that control you and there is no way you can control yourself. Satan controls you with his bribes to make you believe that you are in control.


All the skims to drive you to a successful and productive life come from the Powers To Be. The PTB make the rules for a successful & productive life by the POWER OF YOUR MIND.

But Those Are GOOD Rules & Laws …?

Those rules & laws are a COUNTERFEIT OF THE TEN COMMANDMENTS to make you believe that our Creator is behind such rules & laws, but it is not so.


If all that malarkey about successful & productive life was genuine, we ALL not just a few would be in paradise. But that is not the case.


The idea that The Almighty help those who help themselves is a lie from the pit of hell—the reverse is the truth.

Yes, I was a staunch believer that The Almighty help those who help themselves and I was determined to be self-sufficient at any cost.

Believe Me. I Am Not A Stupid Dummy. I Do Have A Good Mind …

And with all my faults, I have accomplished some remarkable things in my wacky lifetime. Yes, I was an educated fool.

That’s all I can say about my accomplishments.

And the sooner I realized my foolishness.

The minute I quit depending on my own mind.

The Minute I Gave Up Depending On My Brilliant Mind …?

The minute I became helpless, on that instant the remarkable transformation of my being began.

And my eyes were opened to see that nothing, absolutely nothing is as it seems to be.

All things programmed in my mind even before my birth are the opposite of the things that our Creator meant for my creation.


I am speaking as per say from the horse’s mouth. I am speaking with the voice of experience. YES.


O Well? It Is Now Saturday, December 11, 2021, At 3:57 Am. Texted To Roxana …?

I been sleeping. Good numbers. Father continues to speak to me with the numbers in the date & time. Anyhow? Things are in the up and up spiritually down and down in the physical.

  • Pain and misery back but ignored.
  • Minding HIS business forgetting my own.
  • If u feel up to read my latest. Lov, mom

My 7th Day Of Rest Looks To Be A Sunny Day Again …?

Not just out there but inside of me to be just as sunny as well. Guess I have confessed the matter before but this time? Not depending on my confession. What am I talking about?

Funny Thing! This Thing Of Bragging Vs Experiencing Is! …

It is so easy to confuse boastful talk or behavior with experience of any matter. For the most I spent my life bragging about my understanding of the written words.

  • And I managed to give a good impression about myself; many referred me to be a ‘good Christian woman’ which puffed me up, but!
  • In reality I knew I did not measure up, until?
  • YOUR WORD became alive and full of power!
  • Making it active, operative, energizing, and effective.
  • YOUR WORD it is sharper than any two-edged sword.
  • It penetrates to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and the immortal spirit.
  • As well as of joints and marrow of the deepest parts of my nature.
  • Thus, exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of my heart.

YOU Caught Me! Thank Goodness! …?

Exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of my heart, dear me! I did not measure up just like I knew it deep within me. As in Hebrews 4:12-14.

But O My Master! YOU Transformed Me! …

The date and time for this recording? Saturday, December 11, 2021, 1:12 pm. The 7th day of the week. The 11th day or the 12th month of 2021. At 1:12 pm for Your message’s confirmation.

  • How the 1 and 12 confirm Your message?
  • The Number One – Unity
  • Number 1 Biblical Meaning: The start, wholeness, and united front, the beginning.
  • Number Twelve means Governing Order and Rulership
  • It is considered a perfect number, is that it symbolizes God’s power and authority, as well as serving as a perfect governmental foundation. It can also symbolize completeness or the nation of Israel as a whole.

Day Gone. Saturday, December 11, 2021, At 11:37 Pm …?

Bedtime. Up and about on Sunday, December 12, 2021, at 4:24 am. YOU are at work. So, YOU call me to be. At work to double Your determination to establish a perfect governmental foundation.

Master? Where Are YOU? …

Yes, I know YOU are here with and for me. YOU never leave or forsake me. Even so? I feel so alone! No, I am not lonely anymore, just alone. What is the difference?

  • Most of my life loneliness has driven me insane!
  • And for a long time, I have shed many tears in loneliness missing Ahmad, my children, and friends.
  • Vulnerable to physical pain and misery most of my life.
  • Hurt feelings.

Miserable State And Condition, But! …?

Nonexistent anymore. Gone! Blown away by Your Spirit’s wind to no return. Now is my turn to be solidly ground alone in Your loving Presence.

What A Mystery! …

Last October was my thirteen years anniversary since YOU brought me up to Your mountain top to be alone with YOU. What a mystery!

Anew. Afresh Start My 14th Year Alone With YOU Up In Your Mountain Top …?

It is now Sunday, December 12, 2021, at 10:09 am. How appropriate Your message in the date/time numbers! The 10 when things get serious. The zero for emphasis. The 9?

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/ my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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