Sadness. The Tears Flow. Deep, Deep, Deeper Than What My Imagination Could Conceive …?

No need to wait for the future. The future is my present in Your embrace.

Your Wisdom Prevails From Within My Being …

YOU just set my eyes on 4:40 pm to proclaim the comfort in Isaiah 40 to me. Indeed! My punishment has ended. The evil coming to me right now is not from YOU as it is written in Isaiah 54. YOU have given me much to digest today. On the trouble with the sweetener, it came to me to stop my emotional thinking on what to do. Clearly it came to me all I needed to do was to call Ahmad and talk sensible to him. I did. It seems like he understood. Right away I began to pat myself in the back for my sensible talk, but! I heard quite clear, ‘Let go! Do what needs to be done and forget about it!’. So?

O My Beloved King Master Of My Being, Here I Am …?

It is such comfort to experience Your doings.  Right now I need to rest. On Sunday, July 3, 2022, at 5:21 pm. Heading for bed. Sound sleep for at least 3 hours. But before those 3 hours I got to talk to Ahmad. Then? On waking up Yazeed and Maria appeared. Yazeed came to resolve the problem with the sweetener. On the boot? Much progress communicating. They left. After a while Yazeed came back from the market. He blessed me with real honey, apples, and cumin. Little by little we are making big strides in communicating.

That’s What My Recreated Life Is All About By The Power Of Your Love …?

What an amazingly simple way is the way YOU are developing my recreated life for the benefit of us all. And me? Itching to blab it all out! Poor old ‘Basilia’! But now? Your Queen! Just now YOU set my eyes on 12:14 am, the 12 again which symbolizes Father Yah’s power and authority, as well as serving as a perfect governmental foundation, and the 14 for double the meaning of the perfect number 7. And that on Monday, July 4, 2022, the 4th day of this 7th month which is also Independence Day in the USA. Wow! How fitting! My independence from the old Basilia! Head for bed? It is now past 12:30 am on this Monday, July 4, 2022. I’ll do, waiting on YOU.

Afresh. Anew. Submitted To YOU …?

Recreated. My dependance on YOU on this Monday, July 4, 2022, at 7:54 am, the number 7 for the wonders YOU are doing not just in my life but in Your so loved world as well. The number 54? My marriage certificate! Even so? I must let go of it all while I relax enjoying Your loving doting Presence. Indeed! Doting: Feeling And Expressing Affection. Affectionate, Devoted, Fond, Loving …

That YOU, O my Beloved King Master of my being, that YOU ARE big time! What a marvelous realization! Smelling like a rose Your fragrance covers this precious woman/child YOU created to be Your Queen. That’s me, thiaBasilia in the center of Your heart quite protected beyond human’s imagination. Period.

What Is The Scoop For The Next Issue? Take Care Of Myself …?

It is now still Tuesday, June 7, 2022, at 9:32 pm. YOU set my eyes on 8:30 pm on getting up quite concerned with what YOU brought to surface in the dream of the moment in my mind. O my Beloved King Master of my being, unless YOU intervene, taking care of myself can become a perversion. I am in the valley of decision. How can I take care of myself independent of YOU? That’s the question. The book of Romans comes to mind with the answer. Time to read it from Your perspective instead of mine.

An Amazing Observation Came To Mind About Reading Books …?

Why not concentrate in reading the 66 books in the Scriptures? I used to be an avid reader. Been reading books from a very young age. But my book reading was an escape to fantasy land until? Your time came for YOU to step into my life. My book reading? Drastically change of focus. Tonight? My observation, book reading is at its highest. Only? The focus is on the human’s perspective of life on this planet that we inhabit. Sad fact but! YOU are in control of it all.

Your Direction Is Impeccable …?

I intended to head to the Scriptures to begin reading the book of Romans under Your perspective, but! I headed to check the emails instead. After observing and recording what goes on among my contacts, I noticed one more email. Ha! The plugs have been updated in Well? I have not been checking or updating that site in a long time, but this time, click! Like automatically. Wow! Exactly what YOU directed me to read! I am besides myself with amazement! Must go back to reading further to see how YOU want me to proceed.

This Is Truly Righteous Enthusiasm & Encouragement …

It is now still Tuesday, June 7, 2022, at 11:44 pm, sleep has evaded me. All my concerns put to rest once for all. Who reads? What they read? Who goes? Who comes? Who cares? Not me anymore! All my cares are set by YOU and for YOU. The plan of Your creation’s restoration is in non-stop completion now. No devil or human can by any means thwart or mar such decreed plan of Yours. What comfort! How encouraging!

What Are YOU Telling Or Confirming To Me? …

For sure, YOU are confirming to me to rest my concerns with Your people’s doings. The best part? To overcome it all by the power of Your LOVE! Wow! Must go back to continue reading now at 12:16-17 am on a new day on Wednesday, June 8, 2022. Appropriately the 12 for a perfect foundation. The 16 for love. The 17 for resurrection. The 8 for anew, afresh or start again but in a new or different way.


All these [gifts, achievements, abilities] are inspired and brought to pass by one and the same [Holy] Spirit, Who apportions to each person individually [exactly] as He chooses.

…. But earnestly desire and zealously cultivate the greatest and best gifts and graces (the higher gifts and the choicest graces). And yet I will show you a still more excellent way, one that is better by far and the highest of them all–LOVE. 1 Corinthians 12:11, 31. End of quote.

From 2020 To 2022? Completeness! …

The Highest Royalty now in completion, but! …. On 2022? The highest of them all–LOVE—Completes My aim to crown you My Queen I created you to be for Me .… only YOU have the power and the ability to bind up my hurt, and heal the wound inflicted by YOU because of my sins. And YOU have done so even when the binding and healing is not yet completely materialized as per my feelings and thinking, but!

For the last two years YOU have been confirming Your words to me. And right now on this Wednesday, June 8, 2022, at 4:07 pm YOU have once again lift me up from the doom of loneliness. Since YOU sent me to read the posts in I have come to realize more and more the reality of Your Being, the reality of my creation and recreation. Even so? The churning of my mind trips me big time the aloneness of my journey surface without much of a warning.

But YOU quickly grasp the matter and set me up to go on. This time, tears flowing YOU led me to spell things out to YOU. Automatically I grasped some tissues to dry my eyes. I began to fix my hair. Then I hear again to take care of myself and my surroundings. So I grabbed the broom a bag and the scoop, I headed to clean up my roof—a neglected chore waiting for someone to do it for me. Next I fixed some eats. A cup of rosemary & ginger tea. I began to record.

How Did You Jerked Me Out Of That Hole? Your Written Words …?

Somehow I did not want to face my loneliness. It came to me to go back to the posts I have been checking out. Isaiah 30. I have quoted it over and over each time with more intensity than the time before I read the verse that lifted me up.


Moreover, the light of the moon will be like the light of the sun, and the light of the sun will be sevenfold, like the light of seven days [concentrated in one], in the day that the Master binds up the hurt of His people, and heals their wound [inflicted by Him because of their sins].

Heading for bed on Wednesday, June 8, 2022, at 4:53 pm. It is now Wednesday, June 8, 2022, at 8:03 pm. Thank YOU for sleep. Thank YOU for Your loving control of my being. Thank YOU for the faith YOU have given to me. Thank YOU for the talents and abilities YOU have gifted to me. Thank YOU O my Beloved King Master of my being, thank YOU for creating me to be Your Queen. I am going on propelled by the power of Your love.

To bed on Wednesday, June 8, 2022, at 11:18 pm.  Up from bed on Thursday, June 9, 2022, around 4:43 am.

Now? Thursday, June 9, 2022 at 5:35 am.

Anew. Afresh Today On The 9th Day …?

Number 9 Meaning Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving. It all boils down to Your perfection descending upon us against all odds. BEHOLD! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation!? To be loved to love in return. Loved to love. Nothing and no one no human or devil can ever thwart such plan. It stands forever in the land. Behold! The Immensity Of Your Passionate Love for Your creation!

THANK YOU! Joyfully Going On About This Day You Have Made For Me …

Over and over YOU remind me of the words I have quoted numerous times before. Also? Continuously from Your initial call to Your service YOU remind me why YOU do so.


“Thia, Thia, Satan has desire to have you, to sift you; but I

have prayed for you that when you come back, you will

strengthen the brethren.”

…. “I am helping you, I am talking to you plainly, and you know I have touched you and made you whole. Quit trying to perfect My work. Relax and do your work and know that you are doing well.

Whenever you remember something you have forgotten realize that I reminded you of it, and that I allow you to forget about certain things for My own reasons, even if you don’t understand My reasons.

You are not to know everything now because you can’t take it, it will blow your mind.

Picture yourself as a vessel, but in your human nature you have a narrow mind, the body of your mind is tremendous, but your mind is narrow at the entrance, there is only so much that can go in at one time, that is why I have to pour slowly and gently in order to fill you, and that is why I have to shape you to enlarge your opening so I can fill you.

Relax about your writing. You will write and you will get published and I will use your writings. That is why I gave you the gift of writing, for you to used it for My esteem and honor. It is not for you to use your gift for your own purposes and gains.

I’ll do the work, as a matter of fact I have already done it. So don’t worry about anything.

Take everything in this day an know that My name will be esteemed because you have obeyed and trusted Me and placed Me in the center of your being. Therefore, every little flaw in you has been taken care of.  You are a finished work because I am finished I finished My work when Yahushua suffered for you at the stake!”  End of quote.

Wow! What Such Reminder Does To Me Right Now? …

At 5:57 am on Thursday, June 9, 2022 such reminder eases my concern with the insistent offers to set myself for successful productive worldly life. Everywhere one turns nowadays the human parade marches on. Same insidious chant to sell one’s soul to succeed in this corrupted mess this so loved world of Yours has become.

Let Go. Concentrate On My Presence Right At This Moment Of Today …?

“Today, My precious, precious greatly beloved woman/child of Mine, today is the day I have made for you to relax, to enjoy your recreated resurrected life in My Presence without any reservations whatsoever. Go on My precious Queen, go on. Check the graphics I have sent your way to create one more illustration to express My doings on these earthly grounds of your existence for now.”

Sadness That Hurts More Than The Struck Of A Rock …?

Master? It is now Thursday, June 9, 2022, at 11:55 am, I cannot find how am I going to pay for SiteGround. Also, I have no idea of how to choose the graphic to illustrate Your doings. My enthusiasm has hit bottom again. Help! Flowing tears. Slowly YOU brought me to see the cause of my predicament. No, not anger, nor demanding or complaining. The cause? Deep, deep, deeper than what my imagination could conceive YOU have hidden the cause. Why?

My Human Constitution Cannot Endure Such Sadness …?

Not for long anyhow. Otherwise? The human mind loose touch with reality. The mental instition is the alternative. I know the drill. For the immensity of Your sadness as YOU in the unity with Father Yah see Your people, Your chosen children bolted down to the ground from their selected steeds, yet? Dusting themselves to mount those steeds again while Father Yah waits, expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious to us; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to us. For the He is a Mighty One of justice.

“Go Back To January 21 And February 23, 2020 To Get My Directions.” …

Ha! The 1st month of 2020 Covid-19 struck the USA. Much reflecting on Your doings in my life on the famous year 2020. So? Where do I go from here my Master? It is now Thursday, June 9, 2022, at 2:30 pm. Things are much different in my end but all around me? Same story. My people has given up on me. I no longer hear not even from Pat.

And Ahmad? O well! It has been a year since he abandoned me. Things have gotten worse for him but he insists on his righteousness and everybody else’s unrighteousness. It is pretty much the same all around. I have yet to see or hear anything other than the exaltation of one side against the deprecation of the other side. Emotional love against the anger burst in hate to kill. And Your Spirit within me? The tears flow. What to do?

Introduce this post then post a link to it. Done. Now I wait before I publish. In for a break on Thursday, June 9, 2022, at 4:11 pm.

Sadness. The Tears Flow. Deep, Deep, Deeper Than What My Imagination Could Conceive …?

Posted. New Post. Ahmad Just Called. I Spoke Truth To Him.

The truth to set us free …?

From here on out I will continue to share my witness of the truth to set us free now and forever to be. Truth To Set Us Free? Separation. The Vile Romantic Love From The True Love From On High. This separation is yet the most painful thing I am experiencing. This is the moment when for the most we human beings make up our minds to take care of things even at the cost of our souls. For The Most We Are Moral Human Beings, But!

Sorrow Strikes A Deadly Blow! What Do We Do? …

We quit all resembles of moral and intrinsic values in response to the blow. And we go for the world’s way that seems right unto man but the end thereof is eternal death. How Did I Miss It? Separation Of The Breath Of Life (Soul) And The Immortal Spirit … The separation of our soul and the immortal spirit must take place, but! It is something so ethereal that it goes right over our heads for the most. Hebrews 4:12-13.

That was posted on Monday, July 27, 2020 at 11:56 am. Here is the link for the complete post:

The post is most revealing. So? That is what I am to post along with the link for the newspaper. it is important to check the post first then come back to read the newspaper.

For the 2nd issue now Today? Anew. Afresh. Recreated. To Get Us Through These Troublesome Days here is the link.

Here Is the final version or the Newspaper

Well? I Still Need To Update The 2nd Issue Of The Paper …?

Finally! You show me what to do. It is done so far, but the template needs to be updated. It is now still Thursday, June 9, 2022, at 11:22 pm. I introduced the post as per Your directions. Then? I took a break on Thursday, June 9, 2022, at 4:11 pm. I wound up sleeping for about 2 or 3 hours. Why? Before the introduction I checked the emails. One from SiteGround notifying me that I had 12 days before my site was to expire.

Ha! I have been searching to no avail how to get in touch with their support to get the link to pay with PayPal. Their new interface is not working for me. Still, I spent much time attempting to resolve the problem. By the time I quit my futile search I was totally done out. So I slept but when I woke up I found myself lost again. Where was I with my recording and the template? Bless my heart!

I Was Lost Again But YOU Found Me! …

It is still Thursday, June 9, 2022, at 11:47 pm. Only a few minutes for another Today for me. What will it be? Anew. Afresh. Living my recreated resurrected life in Your Presence smelling like a rose to Your amusement. O but! No buts. Looking forward for an enchanted day relaxing, enjoying Your Presence even as Your sadness becomes my sadness.

Anew. Afresh Today On Friday, June 10, 2022, At 12:03 Am …

Heading for bed on Friday, June 10, 2022, at 2:00 am. It is now Friday, June 10, 2022, at 12:28 pm. YOU gifted me to sleep until past 6 am this morning. I have been optimizing the illustrations to insert in the 2nd issue of the paper. I have one more illustration to work on before I complete the 2nd issue to publish it.

Silence. Peace. Taking Care Of Myself With Thanksgiving In My Heart …

It is now Friday, June 10, 2022, at 5:51 pm. I still have to figure out what YOU have in mind for me to publish next. Have not hear from anyone since the night before last night. No one show up or call yesterday. Today? It might be midnight before someone pops up. But! Romans 8 comes to mind. This chapter in the book of Romans is a clear picture of how I assumed who I was by the power of my understanding of words. It is different now. But I can’t explaining it.

I headed for bed on Friday, June 10, 2022, at 7:01 pm. Slept for a few hours. Anyhow, YOU present Romans 8 to me to let me know YOU have fulfilled that chapter since 2017. It is now Saturday, June 11, 2022, at 12:20 am. It is Maria’s 5th birthday. What memories –the steppingstones from the past to the future.  Wow! There is the clue for the last illustration I need to create.

Dingy Past. So? My Past Was Dingy …

Your feet under mine dance into the open portal up the stairs to the infinity into my eternal royal future. On that note I began to head for bed on Saturday, June 11, 2022, at 1:47 am. But before I went to bed it came to me to check the integrity of the computer’s system. I did. Corrupted files found and fixed. It is now Saturday, June 11, 2022, at 5:55 am. Ha! Wow! Your message in those three 5s can’t be more encouraging!

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/ my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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