Thia’s Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. ….
Sunday, May 29, 2016 at 3:55 am
Father? You know that I’ been up since around 2 am. Now the chanters have started with their so very unpleasant to say the least of their chanting.
O my Father? Only You know why You allow all the evil in my midst take place. I refuse to question You anymore. I am going to bed. Hopefully today I finish with the book?
Sunday, May 29, 2016 at 8:07 am
Well? I got me a couple more hours of sleep. I woke up around 6 am. I fixed me a cup of coffee and went straight to work in A Mother In A Dysfunctional Family because?
I aim to finish it or at least make strides towards the end of it. Don’t know how exactly to proceed to the next chapter but I know that You are in control and You are leading me all the way.
I have nothing to worry about. In fact? Not only I have no worries but also I have the peace and rest within my being that surpasses all human understanding. (At this moment Word crashed. I got in touch with Microsoft in the chat. They set me up in a new Windows user account. I lost all my former settings. I have to start all over again but hopefully? The crashing problem is solved.)
Sunday, May 29, 2016 at 1:19 PM
Father? You know of my ordeal for the last couple of hours. You know that I am tired & sick of my own self because? I feel or think that all I do is talk, talk, talk without any weight to my talk.
Why do I think & feel that way? Because not only I see no evidence of change in my surroundings but also the same crappy situations keep repeating over & over again.
At this moment of time? I have nothing because of my mind & feelings I have lost hope that anything shall change at all.
Even so? The fact is, You are still in control of every minute detail of my life. The fact is, You have good reasons to allow my mind & feelings to torment me with vengeance! The fact is, this miserable moment that I am going through shall pass in Your due time. So?