I wait. I wait on You. No matter what I think or feel? You never leave nor forsake me. I wait on You.
Monday, May 30, 2016 at 7:59 AM
Yes it was a miserable day yesterday and You know it my Father. What was the end of it? At the end of the day, once again I concluded, “You are in control. You never leave nor forsake me. In Your due time? This miserable moment shall pass.” And it did. The result?
I am now soberer than ever before. I now can face adversity with sobriety not with emotions though that I can use my emotions to emphasize the importance of whatever You inspire me to communicate to others.
Indeed, my Father? You are leading me all the way. I have been handling things soberly but yesterday? Without any warning at all I went into a self-pity spin that lasted all day long—totally uncontrollable. Even so?
I did not lose my focus on You and You know it and You rewarded me with Your words that I have recorded before. How I came to those words? Hum! I was looking for a filler for the book I am working on. Suddenly, I read Your words,
“My child, go back to Tuesday, November 04, 2014 at 3:32 am—to the booklets I had you to publish in one of your blogs.
I scrolled down and I read,
“My child, I know of the myriad of confusing thoughts running through your mind at the present time as the result of Cory’s death. I know of your inability to let go of this matter for it is not in your nature to just forget things as many do!
I know My child because I know you! For I am the One that has molded you in the image of My Son and has given you His mind & heart to think & feel in the same way as My Son does.
And just as I dealt with My Son while He was among you I am dealing with you now. For I let My Son suffer as you are suffering now for Him to learn to obey or to listen to Me in order for Me to strengthen Him to finish the work that assigned unto Him!
Likewise, I am doing for you and for the few others that I have chosen as My mouthpieces for the present time.