Tuesday, June 14, 2016 at 2:56 pm
Alright! Alright my Father? Everybody knows that part of love & being loved. You know that? So? How are You going to get me above this common belief about being perfect in love like You are and? Then we become ‘holy’ lovers of everything in sight but? That’s all for a season and good opportunities. For the most we revert to love whatever it seems good for us to love and? There we stagnate in our fixed personalities that neither You or the devil himself can move us from? How can I figure that, my Father? O Father of mine? How can I?
Wednesday, June 15, 2016 at 12:57 am
Well, O my Father? O Father of mine. My 77th big birthday is gone without the notice of the people that so much I care for. So what? Can’t I not concentrate in the few that my birthday noticed? My human nature. O my accursed human nature! Go figure it. I can’t!
There is no way I can figure out any why. Things are the way they are and only You know why? What do I gain with my figuring? Only pain and more pain to see and feel in the depth of my being? The blunt of what religion and the systems of mankind has made of Your human beings.
If it was not for religion. If it was not for the brilliant human minds. If it was not for man’s opinionated ways. If it was not for the systems & ways of mankind. If it was not for the painful blows that we can deal to each other? We will all be enjoying our gifts and lovely personalities in the sight of Your delight. Go figure it. I surely can’t!
I only know. No need to figure it. I know that His love is in my heart for you and for all. What you do with that love? That’s between you and the Maker & Creator of our beings. To Him be all honor & esteem. For He will His children, His wayward children and in spite of His children’s warped ways? He—our loving Father/Creator us all will He redeem!
thiaBasilia—walking now on her 78th birthday. Can I ever forget about myself and worship Him without any of my whims? And on top of everything? The ants are biting me! Go figure it. I can’t !