How Easy It Is To Give Advice. How Hard It Is To Take It … 

Announcement …

Back to posting as I did before. Hoping for to be in your awareness now. That site does not show any likes or comments. I was hoping by directing all sites to it I would get visitors to it, but, I still don’t know because, I am not sure if the readers have the patience to click and click. So? Back to posting like I did before.

The post for today?

A whole new stage in the saga of my life. Hold on to your sits, and? Enjoy the ride.

I Can Now Clearly See Your Reasons For Everything I Have Done continue reading

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Leprosy. What is Spiritual Leprosy?

Leprosy Spiritual LeprosyShocking Revelation! Fact: Resentment? The Spiritual Leprosy Tearing Families Apart. But! The Is Hope.

Time to post again.

How Easy It Is To Give Advice. How Hard It Is To Take It …

Wednesday, May 1, 2019 at 6:07 pm.

That’s the saddest thing I see as I read the numerous articles on how to handle from depression to elation with Christian prayers. The Spirit within me grieves. Why?

O My Master? Only You Can Give An Answer About My Grieving …

And that’s exactly what You are doing as You compel me to write, publish, and optimize in that order for You to do continue reading

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Hit Bottom! The Deepest Part Of My Soul …


What Was Dormant Down There? …

The Deepest Root Of All My Life’s Misery …

Flash Memories That Gives Chills To Our Bodies—Trauma In Our Brains …

The Creator At Work. Completion Of My Pain And Misery, I Hope …

Friday, April 5, 2019 at 7:11 pm.

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? Only You know the strength of this painful circumstances on me. And You never give me any more than what I can take. Let it be.

No Need To Call For Human Help …

Friday, April 5, 2019 now at 7:38 pm.

Father? You know how I am feeling about my insidious calling on people for continue reading

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Do You Believe It? You Don’t! No Matter. Belief Or Not Is Not The Issue Here …

What Is The Issue? LACK Of RESPECT—The Underlaying Issue In All Matter …

It’s Obvious, But! Human Kind? Only Contempt, Or?

Open Disrespect Or Willful Disobedience Of The Authority Of A Court Of Law Or Legislative Body.

How ‘Bout That? I Been Contemptuous Most Of My Life! …

Ouch! That hurts! Me, contemptuous? Me, such a devoted good Christian woman for the  most? ME? CONTEMPTOUS? The fact despite my shock, but!

No Matter. There Is An Ever Existing Authority Over All Authorities …

This Authority’s name? I AM—I BE—I EXIST. Ah! But that’s not a name! Let’s call it as per suit us best, shall we?

And There continue reading

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Here I Am! Reflecting. What’s The Use? …

Those whom I [dearly and tenderly] love, I tell their faults and convict and convince and reprove and chasten [I discipline and instruct them]. So be enthusiastic and in earnest and burning with zeal and repent [changing your mind and attitude]. [Pro 3:12] Revelation 3:19

Scratch Your Head thiaBasilia! Go To Bed! Is Not That Bad! …

The use perhaps you’ll find in your mind in deep sleep …

Up. Down. Nothing Yet Found …

Tuesday, April 2, 2019 at 5:23 pm

Perhaps. It’s now Tuesday, April 2, 2019 at 9:26 pm. Been up twice. This time up? I ate. Now I’ll go back to bed. continue reading

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Is It A Good Thing To Stretch The Positive. The Negative?


What’s Happening With Me And You Now? …

I Don’t Exactly Know, Neither Do You Or Anyone Else …

  • To my Roxana:
  • Father has told me that He will have me traveling in His service with Ahmad. Father has told me He will give the monies to Ahmad not to me. Ahmad is His man. I am only Father’s instrument to proclaim His plan of restoration of all families. Our family is to be the model He is to use to entice the rest of families in the world.
  • Father has told me to quit trying to be good because I am continue reading
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The Presence Of The Creator Within Me Is Divine, But! I Am Not …

I Am Human. A Carnal Nature? Ingrained Within Me From Birth Until Death. Even So?

The Choice? It’s Mine To Live By The Creator’s Divine Nature, Or, To Live By My Ingrained Carnal Nature, But!

Should my choice be to live by the Creator’s divine nature? That does not make me ‘divine’! I remain a human endowed with my carnal nature. What’s the point?

Humility Versus Pride. Humbleness Versus Arrogance, Conceit, Pomposity, Pretentiousness, Superiority, Haughtiness, Superciliousness, Vanity, And More …

It’s all a matter of sitting the carnal self in the throne of our hearts. Perhaps the people claiming to be ‘divine’ do not consider continue reading

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Danger! But! There Is ONE In Control Of It All…

What’s The Danger Upon Us? Smart As We Are? Beyond Our Minds & Imaginations. Read On …

Celebrate My Ups & Downs By Reading This Long Post! End? Spring Forever Could Be For You, Too, Despite It All!

First Day with No Pain …

Saturday, March 9, 2019 now at 9:55 pm.

I had a full day. It’s now time to hit the bed. I thank You for everything. You know this was the first day with no pain. I wait on You for whatever You have in store next for me.

What Are You Telling Me In The Darkness …?

Sunday, March 10, 2019 at 3:16 continue reading

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Humor Instead of Anger …?

Yes! I’m Angry! Even More? I’m Disgusted, But!…

What’s The Sense In It All I Can’t Control? …

Why Am I So Angry And Disgusted? …

Thursday, March 7, 2019 at 9:23 am.

Angry and disgusted I am, but! O my Father? You have brought to my remembrance a humorous episode from my younger years.

The Angry Mare …

It might have been an ordinary mare, but! To me at that time? She looked so majestic and loving. Her colt beside her so wabbly and fragile. I began to approach such a beautiful pair, but!

Like lightening the mare lifted its head. It lurched towards me. Me? Like continue reading

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Go On And On! Onward! Never Backwards!

A Message I Must Link To This Post …?

While formatting this record? You led me to check a headline in my inbox. I had tears in my eyes as I listen to such an amazing message for the USA.

It’s Your Message confirming what this site is all about. I Must Post It Ahead Of This Post …?

Dear human fellow, I am no longer doing tings as for what I think is best to gain popularity. Whatever I do now? I do it because I must obey my Master regardless anything else. Here is the link, hope it works.


Family Restored. Anger. Hate. continue reading

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And Here I Am? Charged & Ready …?

For What? Ah! That’s The Beauty Of The Unexpected….

Ready To Fly I May For Whatever Father Has In Store For Me Today …

Saturday, March 2, 2019 at 6:05 am.

What will it be, my Father? What will it be? Couldn’t You give me a clue? Hum! “MUM’s the word” but! Whatever it is? It’ll be better than whatever I could have expected.

And It’s The 7th Day Of Rest, So? …

Let me come into Your rest, my Father. Let me rest from all my worthless plans and ideas of what is to be by the feeble power of my mind.

Let Me Rest In continue reading

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Post 1—What’s The Beauty-Uniqueness Of This Site …?

The Family A True Story final book format

Nonprofessional But Genuine!

Genuine Content Matching Genuine Graphics, But! …

Of course? I do take advantage of all wonderful free tutorial from the best professionals so willingly sharing their knowledge, and the graphics?

Thanks to the professional graphics mostly from – freely sharing their best. Even so?

The Outstanding Reason For The Beauty And Uniqueness Of This Site? What Makes It Genuine? …

  • Behold! The Power Of Your Love & Wisdom From On High. It Never Fails. It Always Avails! The fiery fervent flames of love for Your creation to warm our cold hearts.
  • Your unfathomable continue reading
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I Talk About My Troubles. Same Perhaps You Do Or Don’t Do. Talk? Goes On And On…

Present For The Moment, What Does That Mean?

Hum! Do We Know What We Talking About? Not Sure We Do…

Sunday, February 24, 2019 now at 9:11 pm

Father? So many talking about being present for the moment, what does that mean? How can I be present for the moment? Does that mean to concentrate in whatever I am doing at any given time?

How? How? How? …

But how can I concentrate when something is pending like waiting for somebody to arrive? Waiting for somebody or something is a very annoying thing to me.

Anyhow? All These Things Here Lately?

They don’t add up. O my continue reading

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Life And Death Go On …?

And So Do I! Fabulous Life? Indeed! Indeed! …

Is It Up To Me To Control It All? …

Tuesday, February 19, 2019 at 10:41 am.

Contrary to general consent? It is not up to me to control it all. Goodness sake! I can’t even control the simple things that happen daily—not really.

Of Course! Thousands Upon Thousands Of ‘How To Control It All’, And?

One can spend a fortune plus time galore trying to control one thing or the other all for nothing. I for one? Guilty! I have spent a fortune trying one thing or the other to no avail. Why?

No Matter What? The continue reading

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Power Of Love And Wisdom In Our Hearts? How Can That Be?

Unfathomable Wisdom …?

It’s now Monday, February 18, 2019 at 2:22 am.
O my Father—Master of my being! Your wisdom indeed is truly unfathomable, but we human beings take it for granted.

That’s What Is Behind The Tsunami Wave Of The Power Of Our Carnal Selves …

The power of our carnal selves? What is this ‘divine self’? How am I supposed to take the tsunami wave of the power of our carnal selves?

Here Comes The Answer To My Request …

For almost an hour my Master sent me to research this matter of ‘divine self’ to find the answer to my request.

Indeed! I Found That continue reading

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