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From The Dining Room In My Soul …

Sunday, October 28, 2018

Frustrated! Again? Duh! ….?

Father? You know all that transpired on this Sunday. Amidst my frustration with the optimizing the blog? I continued with what You gave me on anger since Saturday, but!

I did not record the date and time. I remember falling asleep in front of the screen going to sleep, returning to follow up with the post, but somehow the day went ending with Ahmad’s visit to setup my heater.

Next? I returned to the computer to continue figuring out how to straiten the blog never realizing that the day had ended. So? I been at this task non-stop since yesterday. It’s a new day now.

Our future? The future for the blogs? Bright!

Monday, October 29, 2018 at 5:55 am.

A new day of victory! Hahaha! HalleluYah! Today is my TODAY! I have heard You more clear than ever before. The light continues to shine in the darkness of my soul.

Even so? I must continue optimizing as You are leading me to do. The future for the blogs is bright, just like my future along with the future of the Father/Creator’s choosing.

Bright Future? So You Have Declare It To Be, My Father….?

It’s now 6:52 pm on this Monday, October 29, 2018. Been sleeping the whole afternoon. Not feeling good at all. Indeed! Our future is bright, O my Father simply because You have declared it to be.

Feelings? The prison holding the human race at bay ….?

Regardless at this moment? It surely does not feel like a bright future or anything like it to be, but! what’s the use to pay mind to my feelings?

Busted Prison But The Shambles Remain ….?

Feelings have betrayed me all my life. Feelings are the prison holding the human race at bay. Even so? My Father blasted that prison for me, but the shambles remain for a signal to look up and away!

How To Stay Put Not Wonder Away Astray From A Good Way? ….

Now? No matter how I feel? I look up and away from such a miserable way. Onward I am going! My Father is my Shepherd.

I am His little lost sheep He found a long time ago. He brought me back into His fold never to astray from Him again.

No Response. Should I Be Concerned ….?

Now? At moments like this moment of discomfort? I sense His comfort and care for me big time. So what if there was hardly any response for the post exposing the root of anger?

No one but one responded that is. One response that meant Your chosen’s response from the four corners of the earth.  Quote:

Reading your post is like looking into a mirror.

My Life Is A Mirror In Your Hands, O My Father ….?

Indeed! My life is a mirror in Your hands, O my Father. A mirror to show us our reflection in Your eyes. Wow! I never saw it like that until I read that response.

Anyhow? Much has transpired in the last few years that have caused separation among ourselves. Many former followers no longer follow me. Why?

To put it bluntly?

We are not serving the same Master. My Brother along the multitude at large are serving the Master by the name of Norman Vincent Peale—The symbol of riches and prosperity by the power of the human mind.

At first, when I realized the matter? I had hope for the best, but? the worse happened—my Brother took his stand on Norman Vincent Peale.

The Worst Of The Worst? The Mixture Of The Sacred Scriptures With The World’s Master ….?

The saddest part is that this false teaching is mixed with the Bible Scriptures. The most effective mixture to seduce even the most elect of our Father.

Such is the stress that comes near me around this hour of the day. What to do, My Father? It’s now another day. No change. The discomfort of pain remains. I’ll pause.

I’m cold and uncomfortable. I’ll pause. Will see what to do right now? Funny thing? While moving around half way clearing my messy kitchen?

No Healing? More Than Mere Acceptance …?

I realized, You refuse to heal me instantaneously, and? I am OK with Your refusal. What does that mean? Well? It’s not that I am resigned to live under the misery of pain. Not at all being heroic.

Nay! It’s simply the inner knowledge that whether in pain or not in lack or abundance? No problems. No more worries in my life. I’m going on. Where was I?

Ah! The Your words of comfort on this trying moment I am going through.

Tuesday, 30 October 2018 at 2:33 am -6:23 am.

You spoke those words to me not long ago, but? They are most appropriate words to hear again. You are always on time with Your leading. Quote:

“Come to Me all of you who are heavy laden with the stress of this world. Come to Me, My precious thiaBasilia. Come to Me exactly as you are doing now.

Fear not! I am always aware of the stress that comes your way at any time.

Fear not! I am in control of it all. This moment shall soon come to pass with the heat of the day.

No matter what comes your way? I am with you. I never leave nor forsake you.

My promises to you shall soon materialize. I am aware of your faithfulness.

You are living and enjoying My Presence now. You are not waiting for My promises to materialize.

My promises have already materialized in your heart. That’s a delight to My being.

I am delighted with your sense of humour. I am equally delighted with your presence.

Your disappointments are inevitable, but! they serve the purpose for you to seek Me in your time of need.

Seek Me not another human being. No human being has the power to satisfy your deepest need of genuine relationships.

Relationships founded by the power of My love and wisdom not by the power of any human being’s approval or disapproval of you.

Post this matter next. It’s necessary for all to come in touch with the real you.

With the ‘you’ I have created to impact the world. I have exposed the ‘you’ of the past.

Now is time to expose the ‘you’ of the present. Thus? My plan of restoration of My creation to the original intent for its creation is in effect.

My plan to restore My children along with My creation is developing in perfect timing.

I see your hope to see your Brother from SIWO return to you along with the many who have been disappointed for lack of understanding, but!

Remember, My child, My precious thiaBasilia—a child of My heart, remember:

Hope is the evidence of things not yet seen with the physical eye.

You are living in that evidence not yet seen. Thus? You delight My Being.

Sooner than you realize? It will all materialize by My power of love and wisdom for you all.

Rejoice, My beloved thiaBasilia. Rejoice! Your redemption draws nigh. Even now before the return of My Beloved Son.

Again, I say, rejoice! And don’t forget to keep up with your ‘pepper water’—the extreme I send to you for good reason—to make you laugh amid your bodily discomforts.” End of quote.

Ha! My Father? I had forgotten all about ‘the pepper water’! Yeah, it almost killed me, but! That’s because that specific batch in that jar had become poisonous somehow. I don’t know.

Hahaha! What Revelations To Scare Away More Prominent Followers…?

Anyhow? All my discomforts come from what I eat or drink. That’s something You been teaching me for years, but? I have yet to grasp. This lack of understanding is due to the war going on about food.

War About Food ….?

The world is divided into three groups of leaders fighting for prominence by their own wits. O yeah, those groups sprinkle their wits here and there with Your written words, but! The effects of such war?

Death Or Perfect Health ….?

Either death or perfect health to the glory of either Health Food or the lack of it. Ultimate? To the glorification of the carnal self and money!  Wow!

O my Father? How clear I see it all in the mirror You are holding not just for me but all. No matter. I feel miserable right now. I am heading for bed. I wait on You. That’s all I can do. 8:38 pm.

Ha! Father put me to sleep from almost 9 pm yesterday until almost 3 am today, Tuesday, 30 October 2018 at 6:37 am.

This time? I woke up to a radical change in this blogging thing that has kept me on needles for a few days now. Talking about miracles in my daily living? A major one today. I’ll tell about it later!

Much love to you all. thiaBasilia.