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What happened to my day?

Thursday, February 28, 2013 at 3:07 pm

Don’t know where my day go again my Father? …All things become so uncertain …in one day or in one hour …Yesterday all was well …but today, who knows? …Even tears have evaded my lachrymal …and my enthusiasm of yesterday …is damped by the uncertainty of today! …Where are You my Father? …And what is going on …in this world You left me on …to thread the narrow gate …all alone …without a mate?

Perhaps I’m scared …like a little girl lost …in the wilderness of people… wondering alone … end-long… daylong … ding-dong … ding-dong continue reading

More Words From Father To Me…

It was on Friday, May 13, 2011 at 6:57 am when Father once again put an end to my frustrations and my dilemmas.

O my Master there are so many small encumbrances that frustrate our daily living and we do not know how to overcome such. Show me the way my Master for I sense that somehow I missing You!

“My child—My beloved and precious thia/Basilia indeed you are not missing Me! For I have grasped your hand and I wont let go of it! Forever I am and will lead you every step of the way!

“Fear not continue reading

First Words Father Spoke To me

O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua You spoke to my heart on the morning of August 8, 1985. You said to me at that moment of time:

“I have been shaping you into a vessel, a beautiful vessel to hold flowers, beautiful flowers of love.  These flowers are not yours, they belong to Me and I give them to whom I please: you are only holding them as they sit in the water of My love with which I have filled you.

“You can not give out these flowers on your own, because you are only a vessel holding them; but I will continue reading

It’s no good to boast …

Even my ‘I’m nobody’ …

Is a boasting I boast …

Really I’m at a loss!…

For in reality …

And without boasting …

A beautiful vessel …

Withholding …

Beautiful flowers of love …

I am…

By the will & pleasure …

Of the Great I AM …

Thursday, February 28, 2013 at 3:36 am

And now what my Father? …

Are You straitening my crooking? …

O man! A crooked nobody maybe I am …

Probable in my whole life span …

Can You do it my Father? …

Can you straiten & bend …

My crooked fend …

So no more pretend …

And in boasting …

Posting …

That nobody I am? …

Bother of continue reading

This Essay With Much Ardor Is For …The Living Wise …Not Otherwise …That One In Demise …

Thursday, February 28, 2013 at 12:34 am

O my Father …

The arrogance of man is persistent …

Some claim You are non-existent …

Others with a worse claim …

Claim You perhaps to be a feminist …

Out of all the bogus claims …

Of the stuffed heads …

Of the bunch of nincompoops …

This claim is the claim …

That places them …

At the top of the dumbest …

Of the dumbest …

With their stuffed heads …

Full to the brim …

Of crap from within …

Cuckoos …

Ding-a-lings …

Dingbats …

Ding-a-longs …

With the sad song …

Of continue reading

his banner over me was love

Personally Accepted & Absorbed In The Soul Of The Writer Of This Post …

He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall remain stable and fixed under the shadow of the Almighty—Whose power no foe can withstand. I will say of Yahuwah, “He is my refuge and my fortress, my Almighty Creator, on Him I lean and rely, and in Him I confidently trust!”

And because I live under His shadow He will deliver me from the snare of the fowler and from the deadly pestilence.  And He will cover me with His pinions, and under His wings shall continue reading

he who dwells in the secret place of the most High

Only My Father …My Almighty Creator …Always Lifts Me Out Of Such Mess …

Wednesday, February 27, 2013 at 10:05 am

O my Father …

You have brought me into …

Your Secret Place …

Into Your Presence …

Forever my eternal life …

To live …

You have set me free …

From the doldrums …

The ephemeral …

The fleeting …

And impermanent …

Momentary …

Shifty and passing …

Terrestrial world …

Why are you cast down …

O my inner self? …

And why should you moan over me …

and be disquieted within me? …

Hope in the Almighty Creator …

of our beings and wait expectantly …

for Him …

for I shall yet praise Him …

my Help continue reading

Anger Explodes …But Then …All Is Well With My Soul …

Wednesday, February 27, 2013 at 6:42 am

O Father …

I wish I had no emotions!…

The emotional waves …

Of this system of mine …

Strongly shake & rock …

My whole confine …

I get angry …

So angry …

I explode …

And to what avail? …

Who cares whether I cry …

Or die? …

I’m so weary …

With my tale …

I’m so tired …

So disgusted …

So frustrated …

With the endless …

Emptiness …

As I observe & suffer …

The youth at large …

I can’t contain my anger …

For that youth could be …

The very ones …

Holding the future …

In their empty continue reading

There Is A Fact … For You To Act …

Tuesday, February 26, 2013 at 2:37 pm

Actually ‘our sins’ are not …

really the SIN that we are …

guilty about! …

Not at all! …

Our sins are the result …

of the lack of repentance from the SIN …

Ingrained within …

The human body …

Even before …

The soul of man …

Was embody…

The SIN?…

Yes! The SIN ingrained within …

Even our CARNAL nature elementals …

Our CARNAL nature equals …

Our brain minds and emotions …

or physical feelings of the human body …

Therefore unless we find a way …

to turn away or repent from living …

and according to the dictates continue reading

And What Is ‘Iniquity’ Pray Ye?

Tuesday, February 26, 2013 at 7:06 am

We find two definitions that explain …

the matter in the terrain …

as it pertains …

to our Maker’s ordain …

Among the definitions of iniquity …

We find…

1: [Noun] Absence of moral or spiritual values, lawlessness.

2: [Noun] Denial of the sovereignty of God.

So to summarize the matter …

and set things straight …

for all to consider and weigh out …

our own behavior so far up …

to this time let us understand now …

why Yahushua could tell any of us …

that dreadful “I never knew you: …

depart from me, ye that work iniquity.” …

as I continue reading

How On That Day My Destiny Shall Be Define?…

Tuesday, February 26, 2013 at 6:06 am

Another day is here, my Father!…

And for that matter …

We should all bother …

To think …

To reflect …

On the present …

And in retrospect …

But nay …

Most all …

Are set …

On today …

And maybe …

Tomorrow …

Without sorrow …

But why? …

Why do we not …

Think past the morrow …

Think of Your eternity …

Think of Your immensity …

Think of Your power mighty  …

Withholding to us the uncertainty …

But to You the reality …

The certain future …

The mighty hereafter …

With You or without You …

To face with laughter …

Or the sorrow continue reading

About Nowistime.com Going On…

Monday, February 25, 2013 at 10:00 am

And so…

I’m proud to announce…

Maybe by chance…

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Amble the portals…

Of this most especial…

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Though not officially …

But most advantageous…

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To behold…

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One’s future…

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And it’s all for the take…!

Sunday, February 24, 2013 at 6:33 am

Ha! It just came to me…

It’s Okay to get angry…

It’s Okay to be real…

It’s Okay to express…

The first bout …

Of one’s angriness…

It’s Okay in your heart…

Anger not to withhold…

Let it out…

It’ll diffuse…

The future fuses…

The murderous rage…

One could be induced…

Not angry?…

Well disciplined?…

Contained?…

And abstained?…

From the emotional…

Ordeal…

Of the one free soul

Affording…

That tumultuous wave…

To show….

Pure reality…

To show…

A true soul in tow…!

Why like an un-filling robot to march…

Without a single remark…

Without a trace…

Of a true base…

For that sounding …

And resounding…

Of true character withholding…

And much abounding…

Affording in expressing…

That honest first bout of anger…

Then to enjoy…

The marvel of deploy…

A fuse…

That could induce…

Any continue reading

Wednesday, February 20, 2013 at 6:55 am

I wrote the following reply…

to my sister in my same plight…

But Father Knows Best…

He Knows Me …

He Knows You…

Better Than We Know Our Own Selves!
O sis! how rite u are! that’s exactly my predicament at the moment…

that’s why I buffet…

rather…

Father buffets me on the daily basis…

the buffeting causes me deeepression…

but no matter….

Father is teaching me…

He’s my ONLY…

elation!

So…

onward I am going….

I get so disgusted with myself…

I could puke!…

and I’m getting to loath…

the compliments…

that I once so much coveted…

they seem so empty now…

so devoid of all…

that now I value…

no matter…

I’m gquestionmarkgradientcrazyDeterminationSMALLer goingOnoing on…

Regardless…

regardless my own wicked…

my own grandiose continue reading

Tuesday, February 19, 2013 at 4:32 am

Thanks my Father for the long hours of sleep…

So sweet…

Now I’m ready…

To continue steady…

In the task before hand…

You have given to me…

To carry on…

On this Land…

And…

I’m wondering…

Forever pondering…

What is people thinking?…

On what do they ponder?…

Perhaps by chance…

These poems de-hance…

And throw out of balance…

The un-balanced existence…

And the persistence…

Of anyone…

In existence…

For all in existence…

In balance enjoy…

The bliss…

The inexplicable bliss in fold…

And the half…

Has never yet been told!…

O what joy…

Such balance deploy…

For all to enjoy…

No more tears…

No more separations…

No more sensations…

In the daily sessions…

Of life concessions…

O what joy…

Such balance deploy…

For all to enjoy…

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