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All posts in March, 2013

confused geek

Romantic & Earthly Love Only Shines Like A Noisy Cymbal …

Monday, March 11, 2013 at 1:16 am

Well my Father, it looks like I have alienated everyone against me. Or rather I continue to alienate every single one of my friends as You know it my Father. And I guess the best part about it all is that I don’t care any longer to continue the perpetual pantomime of polite conversation; thus I am glad that You have separated me and You are keeping everybody away from me. And You know my Father, that this is so because the more control You continue reading

Mostly To My Loved Ones…

Tuesday, March 12, 2013 at 4:01 am

I have come to the point that if or when EVERYBODY I mean EVERYBODY — my own flesh & blood –old & new friends –even strangers IF & WHEN they all abandon, reject, disagree, and accuse and whatever else anyone thinks & do to me! IT ALL DOES NOT MATTER ANY LONGER! I had enough!

I am not whatever everybody thinks of me! I am not stuck in whatever comes to my head! Nothing about me is the way ALL think of me and it does not any longer matter! I am continue reading

The Lack Of Respect & Consideration From The Younger To The Older Generation Breaks Our Creator’s Heart As Well As My Own Heart!

Fowing tears yellow faceSunday, March 10, 2013 at 7:52 am

Father, I’m having a hard time dealing with myself and You know it! Unless You intervene to change or to take full control of my emotional system I refuse to take things into my own hands to deal with myself or with anyone else!

The world emphasizes self-discipline & self-control when it comes to our emotions or our bodily habits; but I know now that such practices only lead to self-righteousness and I want continue reading

Please Carefully Read & Ponder On The Lines Today Written That You May No More Wonder …

troubled? sit at the feet of YahushuaWednesday, March 06, 2013 at 7:24 am

I never did get to write on this day but! Of the wonders that happened on this day I will write on this next day of Thursday, March 07, 2013 at 2:54 am

O my Father! My beloved Father! Only You can arrange such variety of …amazing wonders in my life to take place ….right in front of my face! …First thing yesterday, before I even opened my eyes to withhold the world and all ….my friend Boe came in continue reading

In Reply To A Comment …

Tuesday, March 05, 2013 at 2:15 am

Reeking in pain I just now woke up …

Calling on You …

O Father of mine …

For I know that You are aware …

Of even each insignificant hair …

From my head falling out …

Pain …

When will it end? …

O my Father when? …

“My child, O my precious child …

Fear not …

Though pain is inevitable in your lot …

Fear not! …

Fear not My child fear not …

Do not in fear look around …

For I am with you in all grounds …

Whether in excruciating pain …

Or not pain at all …

For soon the continue reading

lil girl skipping in the rain

Somehow …All but all shall be …Skipping in the rain with me!

Sunday, March 03, 2013 at 8:29 am

Well, well my Beloved Master and Father …

here I am after another unique 7th Day of Rest! …

Did I rest? …

Yes siree! …

I rested because for all to see …

I RESTED in YOU! …

And I know for sure …

that somehow …

we are all coming to know …

somehow …

how to REST in You! …

Somehow by Your grace & favor…

by Your mercy unending …

somehow …

we shall all come to the ending …

of our offending …

with our never ending rituals …

and invented holy practices …

devised in our continue reading

traveling on to eternity

Towards Eternity We Travel Along …

Saturday, March 02, 2013 at 8:23 am

O my Father, we are all in the same boat …

Traveling along …

Sometimes with a song …

Sometimes with a dance …

But most of all …

Is the chance …

For all glee to flee …

When we see …

From within …

And the brute reality …

Sets in …

That we are no longer free …

That all is amiss …

In our midst …

And in such boat …

We must travel along …

Even without a song …

Ding-dong …

Ding-dong …

Ding-dong …

Towards eternity we travel along …

In that boat …

We must float …

Even without a song …

Only hearing the sound continue reading

why people are the way they are? and why am I the way I am?

Selah—Pause, And Calmly Think Of That! …

Friday, March 01, 2013 at 5:33 am

O my Father …

Why people are the way they are? …

Some so deep …

Some so shallow …

and me? …

I have to swallow …

whether deep or shallow …

and within my tallow …

within my gut …

I rot! …

Why am I …

the way I am? …

Why can I not …

turn off my thought …

open my heart …

to embark …

on Your love a journey …

on Your mercy …

on Your compassion …

for the just …

and the unjust? …

Why my ‘holy than thou’ …

my attitude …

portray …

in the byway …

of the everyday …

humdrum …

unable to continue reading