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Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Monday, July 30, 2018 at 6:50 am.

Joy Inexplicable? Its Expression?

A lovely smile to lit up the face at the sight of the reality of Your Presence always with me, despite the insanity ridden world that surrounds me.

Unbearable Darkness Of The Moment ….?

O my Father! What is to happen next? How can people say “I love you” but keep their distance from me?

All these years I have ignored this situation, but! The dark reality of this matter is setting in. The tears continue to flow.

The darkness of this moment is unbearable—this is the darkness continue reading

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Saturday, July 28, 2018 at 10:29 pm.

Why am here? What’s the use ….?

The end of this day is coming. I find myself in a state of anger and disgust! Wondering why am I here? But! I don’t have to wonder.

You have Your reasons for all that goes on with me. This anger? This disgust with my close and far loved ones? Is part of Your plan for me.

Anger serves its purposes ….?

You tell me not to question my doings. I will not. I will not any longer feel bad about this raging anger continue reading

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Friday, July 27, 2018 at 2:00 pm.

I Feel Anger And Disgust, But Then? Read On ….?

Father? You know I been working on this post since last Wednesday, but! I just can bring myself to post it. Why? I pause. I reflect.

All things I see. All things I hear. All things I read. The responses. The reactions to me and to all? Just zap so much out of me! I feel anger and disgust, but then?

I reflect on my own doings. Hum! That causes me even more anger and disgust! Why? Simple. I am continue reading

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

I Have Arrived ….?

A Dream. The HOPE. The PENTHOUSE. The NEW LIFE ….? Do you see the victory smile on my face? A dream? Indeed! A fulfilled dream. A fulfilled promised on that memorable day of October 21, 1986.

Saturday, July 21, 2018 now at 4:19 pm.

Father? It came to me to create a graphic to illustrate this writing. Been working on it since 4:19 pm yesterday. Not finish yet, but!

You Know It, My Father. You Are With Me While I Work ….?

Sunday, July 22, 2018 at 12:44 pm.

All the time? You are inspiring where to go with this now and in the later chapter of the Family-A-True Story.

You don’t waste any of my doings. You don’t waste a minute of my time. No matter what it feels. No matter what I think?

Your loving, watchful eye is always on me. What a blessing! Just read the headline from Nina Amir email today, she asks:

Are you asking--and answering--powerful questions, thia?

O my Father! You have a reason for my connection with Nina Amir as well as all my connection in the inbox.

I will see where you are leading me after I finish with the graphic. Hum! I thought I will elaborate answering Nina’s question, but! No!

The response to that question is proven through my life as a writer. Constantly. Continuously. Asking Powerful Questions, but?

Powerful Answers? Only From The Almighty Father Creator Of Our Beings …?

Monday, July 23, 2018 at 2:03 pm.

Finished, my Father! As if You didn’t know it. Anyhow? Things are percolating in my kitchen. Guess my physical life is centered in my kitchen. Hahaha!

Food has been our trouble from the beginning, and? It continues to be. We are what we eat, both physical/spiritual. Bless our hearts!

Hum! If we can ‘do lunch’ in the middle of the day. And dinner at the end, breakfast to start the day? We are complete!

Let’s miss just one meal? Havoc! Depression. Ill health. Lack of wealth. Our lives become incomplete. Truth? O well! I think I speak for myself, but!

Maybe not. The actions and reactions of people doing just that? It tells me I am not alone. My belly and my mind? Still claiming their time.

Regardless, this is not what I must continue to expound.

What then, my Father? What The Family- A – True Story must continue to expound?

How am I to put together all the stuff coming to me about the misconception of Your ways?

Misconception of Your ways?

Goodness sake! For thousands of years people has been expressing such misconception in all kinds of ways, enough to drive anyone insane, but!

That’s All Coming To The End.

You are in control of end. That? We cannot understand. That? It just came to me. That’s what I must expound and proclaim from now on. Why me?

Why Me? Why Not Me?

The truth? Been given this writing task since August of 1985, and? Have not made it to the best sellers list!

If anything? “Get someone with better English skills!” “You need some serious editing!” “Get a professional to help you here!”

Boohoo about such blunt suggestions ....?

Guess what? Thirty years I have boohoo about such blunt suggestions. Have spent lots of money buying books to learn the trade. Have taken courses.

Have beg for free help big time. Have tried all techniques suggested. Still? I see tens of thousands of people following others, but! Me?

Ha! I have now ARRIVED ….?

O well! No need to elaborate. It’s been quite a ride, but? Followers or not? I have arrived! Look now at my ‘Welcome Penthouse’.

Tuesday, July 24, 2018 at 8:50 am.

A Dream. The HOPE._The PENTHOUSE._The NEW LIFE ….?

Do you see the victory smile on my face? A dream? Indeed! A fulfilled dream. A fulfilled promised on that memorable day of October, 21 1986.

If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning the Almighty's faithfulness], you shall be My mouthpiece.

Welcome to my Penthouse.

Welcome to Chapter 15. A new life in my Penthouse begins in Chapter 15. Enjoy! Meantime and until the next post? Much love in my heart for you dear Reader and for all. Your sister, thia.

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Thursday, July 19, 2018 at 9:40 am.

A Humorous Saga Before This Profound Message Is In Order ….?

O my Precious Father! I hit the gold mine with that headline! For sure! That headline? Will open many minds! WOW!

Father? You sure know Your doings, but! I am so glad for Your wisdom to only disclose to me Your doings one day, even one moment at a time in line.

You tell me I am into the most fabulous time of my life, and? I believe You. I smile big time.

So glad! So complete! So sure of living a fabulous life? I head to the bathroom. I get to the sink to brush my teeth. Suddenly!  A roach disrupts my smile. Grrrr!

Fabulous? What kind of fabulous is this, my Father? I missed the varmint. It disappeared. Where did it go? Peace? Nay, my Father! Is time to panic!

That big ugly thing will infest my beautiful penthouse You gifted to me. Then what? What’s so fabulous about that?

O well! This is not the end of the world, but! it sure feels like it, my Father. Do something. Don’t let that varmint get to me.

I head back to my sleeping spot. What? There is that varmint trying to get under my bed! Oh NO! I can’t get to it. What to do? Father HELP!

It comes to me. My cleaning solution I concocted the other day. That ought to fix that wicked thing.

Quickly! I get the container, and? Flung it missing the target, the varmint escaped again!

Almost in tears? I grabbed my bed cloth making sure the thing had not climbed to it. I put it all in the center of the bed. I began to search.

Aha! There is that varmint trying to crawl on the wall. Let me drench the rest of that solution maybe it’ll work. Did it? Couldn’t figure out what else to do.

I sat in front of this computer. Began to compose myself. Suddenly! I burst in laughter! Fabulous? To let a miserable roach terrified me?

Alright! Let me share this horror with Ahmad. After all? He’s supposed to take care of these things for me.

“Ahmad! Come quickly! A roach in my place! Come help me! That roach is under my bed! Come! Quickly, come!”

Ahmad? He laughed himself silly! Told me all kinds of things about roaches and how they’ll get to me, until? He had to go back to work, and?

I sat there for a minute, then? Somehow, I turned sideways to check the mess I made with the solution. WHAT? There! In the puddle was the varmint on its back—dying!

I smiled, nay! I heartily laughed with thanksgiving in my heart. O my Father? You sure got a sense of humor.

My Loving Father Is In Control Even Of The Funky Roaches! Thank Goodness.

What a fun way to let me know that You are in control even of roaches, ants, flies, and the whole gamut of pesty things that so disturb my peace.

It’s now Thursday, July 19, 2018 at 10:59 am. It’s been fun writing all of that, but! Before writing my fabulous adventure with Mr. Intruder Roach?

I created the graphic to deliver the message for today. What’s that message? One full of hope for our soon to see future.

A Starry Night Shines In Our Darkness ….?

The night has set in. Darkness is dense in a sense, but! Besides the dimmed starts? There is the Eternal Light in our hearts.

Eternal Light?

Indeed! The Light of a Loving Father shinning in our hearts. The Light of His words under our feet leading us all home where we belong.

Can You Believe It?

No matter. Whether you or me or the devil himself believe it or not? Nothing! Nothing whatsoever can separate us from that Loving Father’s heart.

Do you see that empty chair by the entrance of that cozy cabin? Do you see the light shining in the window? Do you see the fire of welcome?

That Loving Father? He has it ALL ready. He’s been sitting in that chair for a long time waiting, waiting, waiting, until?

The appointed time. That time is here. The child is coming. Far off that Loving Father spots His long-gone child coming back.

He rises to the occasion. The child has arrived! With opened arms that Loving Father exclaims,

“Welcome Home

Where You Belong My Daughter/ My Son!”

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you dear Reader and for all? Stays there in my heart to stay for eternity, your sister.

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Tuesday, July 17, 2018 at 12:33 am.

A Loving Father Watches Over Me Despite….?

O my Beloved Father, it’s past midnight again! What am I doing? Just perusing around the couple of likes from one of the sites I posted on.

Again, what am I doing? Nothing really. You know I am to post in the other sites, but! You also know that I need to go to sleep. I wonder.

O well! Let me get up, close the door, and go to bed, and? Let You do the rest for the best!

Tuesday, July 17, 2018 now at 6:17 am.

Thanks, my Father! Five hours of sleep did me good. Despite my painful body. Despite the wondering of the wicked human within me?

I remain steady under Your loving control. You always lead me in the right way to go no matter how that way looks to me.

I Never Fancy This Kind Of Certainty Amid My Uncertainty ….?

The posting is done. I will now go for another version of the cover yet. It feels like I am wasting my time. Am i obsessed with this thing about graphics? Nay! My father’s way for the day….?

You have Your reason for all that comes to me to do. So? I quit my bickering. I’m going on as per whatever it comes to me do. Wow!

I never fancy this kind of certainty amid my uncertainty. What a mystery—one of those hidden things in Your sacred covenant with us.

Your Covenant? What Is It ….?

Phew! There is a book I considered to be the best at one point of my journey, but! O my Father! How awesome! How simply You clarify all the bests of my past. What came to me this morning?

Pondering. Reflecting. What is it that You are doing with my life? You are now showing Your covenant and revealing to me its deep, inner -meaning.

But why now, my Father You are showing and revealing these things to me? I thought You had already taught me about Your covenant.

I Thought I Knew ….?

I remember the amazing time when I first learned about Your covenant in Don Esposito’s book, the Chosen People.

What a book! I ate it, and? Fed it to many in previous writings. I thought Don Esposito worthy of my following and learning from him.

How Did I Learn Obedience ….?

Ha! Behold! That wicked human being within me! How easily I fell into the trap! Following man not Yahushua Messiah—my Redeemer, but!

You knew all about it, my Beloved Father. You let me experience those years of following man instead of Yahushua. Why? Simple. I had to learn obedience by the things I suffered while following mankind.

What Caused Me To Alienate Myself From My Family, From My Friends ….?

Now? Even yesterday, now? You are showing and revealing to me the things that the wicked human being within me grabbed on to in the past.

Those things that caused me to alienate myself from my family and my friends. Those things that almost cost me my physical life period!

Wow! And why now, my Father? You already answered me in the previous post.

I Am Standing At The Entrance Of The Most Fabulous Time Of My Life …. ?

Ha! How in this precarious existence of my being can I not wonder and ponder about this matter, my Father?

How can I sit still? How can I wait with patience and composure for You to materialize this fabulous time of my life?

I’ll take a break. I’ll see what You’ll do to answer my wonderings of this morning.

The Fabulous Answer ….?

Wednesday, July 18, 2018 at 3:10 am.

O my Father? It’s not about money. It’s not about anything materialistic. It’s all about You—about Your ways.

  • About learning to respect and appreciate Your love.
  • All about respecting, appreciating Your unfathomable wisdom.

Wow! That’s The Answer! I Already Live A Fabulous Life In My Father’s Presence ….?

It’s a fabulous thing to be chosen by You for no merit of my own. My Life?

  1. So remarkable as to elicit disbelief: amazing, astonishing, astounding, fantastic, fantastical, incredible, marvelous, miraculous, phenomenal, prodigious, stupendous, unbelievable, wonderful, wondrous.
  2. Particularly excellent: divine, fantastic, fantastical, glorious, marvelous, sensational, splendid, superb, terrific, wonderful.
  3. Informal: dandy, dreamy, great, ripping, super, swell, tremendous.
  4. Slang: cool, groovy, hot, keen, neat, nifty.
  5. Idiom: out of this world.
  6. Of or existing only in myths: legendary, mythic, mythical, mythologic, mythological.

Yes! Indeed! What an amazing answer to my wonderings of yesterday’s morning.

O but Your ways are beyond my human ability of understanding, but! Absolutely no need to continue trying to understand!

Yesterday? At The Entrance.

Today? Inside. Wow!

No human—including the human within me or devil roaming the grounds of this insanity ridden world can any longer rattle my cage.

My Cage? What Cage?

The pitiful cage of this body of mine. The bars of my thoughts and feelings of defeat and despair, bickering, complaining.

Yes! My body, mind, and feelings have prevailed to make my life miserable, but!

Behold! The Power Of Your Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All.

Your Love. Your Wisdom, O Mighty One? Never Fails. It Always Avails!

I bear witness in my soul of that love. I bear witness in my soul of that wisdom. The Power Of Your Love & Wisdom are recorded in the pages of, The Family—A—True Story—My Story.

THE FAMILY—A—TRUE STORY

  • A Life To Impact The Globe With Hope....
  • Dysfunctional Mother—Bipolar Depression Schizophrenia
  • The Family Restored!
  • Conquered worries. Overcame sorriest. Became Functional.
  • The Family Restored!
  • Not for Sale. A Gift from Above With Much Love. Enjoy!
  • Not For Sale. Not For Free. Price? The Price Of Your Attention To The Author’s Intention ….
  • Motto: RESULTS TALKS–HUMOR Instead Of ANGER Is No Longer Stranger!
  • Enthralling. Liberating. Powerful!
  • Past? Dysfunctional Present? WOW!
  • Bipolar Depression Schizophrenia? What’s your label?
  • Scratch them all. One way. You will find it.
  • Mentally Ill? Conquer your worries. Overcome your sorriest
  • Candid Thoughts. Brutally Honest. Strong Character.
  • Worth its price in gold.
  • She Scratched her labels--conquered her worries--overcame her sorriest.
  • We were a Family.
  • A Dysfunctional one, but!
  • A Loving Family we were. We still are …
  • RESULTS TALKS–HUMOR Instead Of ANGER Is No Longer Stranger!
  • Now really is the time. Surf!
  • You’ll find the way to soar like eagles soar high up to the Presence of our Creator.
  • We were a Family. A Dysfunctional one, but! A Loving Family we were. We still are …

The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation Is In Effect

  • To Be Loved.
  • To Love.
  • Your Cherish Family O Mighty One? Forever To be!

That, my dear Reader is what my life is all about—the most fabulous time of my life in the Presence of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings.

Until the next post? His love in my heart for you dear Reader and for all? Stays there in my heart to stay for eternity, your sister.

00 A HERO DARK DISPLAYOPTIMIZED GIFT_not for SALE_The Family A True Story

Saturday, July 14, 2018 at 9:10 am.

Not Feeling Good At All, But! ….?

Father? Here I am at last! Been up since way early this morning, but! You know how and what I was feeling and thinking. Not too good!

I was not thinking or feeling like I used to think or felt before, no, not at all. Miserable and frustrated yes, but! My attitude?

A Reasoning Attitude ….?

Not one of anger. Not one of despair. Not one of feeling sorry for myself. Nay! My attitude? One of reasoning with You, my Father. Wow!

A Marvelous Thing ….?

What a marvelous thing it is to have You by always. What a marvelous thing it is to know You care for me like the best mother or father could have ever taken care of me!

I Won’t Write! Nothing To Report Anyhow? Oh? ….

Dear Reader, this morning likens many other mornings? I woke up screaming in pain. I sat up. I said, “Father? You see? Why do I hurt when I am doing all things You lead me to do for my health?”

I got up. I could hardly walk, but! I went on and on doing whatever I needed to do. I came to the computer. Began to optimize the graphics.

I drank some water, but! I had no desire for tea, coffee, food, walking, not even an inkling of desire to write.

All the time?

I Sensed My Father’s Watchful Eye On Me.

He let me be. Pretty soon? The frustration with my graphics skill to perfect those graphics came to a halt. Things begun to progress in that area, but! The best part?

While Things Are Beginning To Work, The Tears Began To Flow Profusely. Why?

Lately I have been seeing visions of scenes with one or the other of my children. Hurtful memories surfaced leaving me wondering why?

Why Such Visions? It Came To Me.

Those are memories of unresolved hurts holdings against my child. I cried to my Father about it. “How can I forgive and forget when my child does not acknowledge hurting me?”

Even worse, my child considers herself above reproach. She holds me guilty of breaking away from her. How can I let go of this matter, my Father? How can i quit expecting for my child’s recognition of her wrong?

My Buried Issues. Why did I bury those issues ….?

Wow! It just came to me, dear Reader, it just came to me. That’s something I could not do, so? I just buried the issue within me, but!

Those buried issues within anyone MUST be exposed and disposed, only?

Though that we know it, we CANNOT do anything about it. We can fool ourselves practicing all kinds of methods and ways to help ourselves to forgive, forget, go on with our lives, but!

The Cause Of All Our Discomforts.

That buried issue? The truth? It will pop! Sometimes? Causing a deadly explosion. For the most? The cause of all our discomforts.

Ha! So that’s what’s happening in the neck of my woods!

Father is exposing and disposing of all my buried issues one by one. Today? Right at this moment? That buried issue with my child? Gone! Honestly. I can’t explain it. A fact need not explanation.

Power to function not just normally but JOYFULLY!

This is joy inexplicable. Full of my Father’s esteem and honor. I am not elated or deflated. I’m empowered to joyfully function today.

Ha! I might even get to wash my clothes I been neglecting to do, and? My fiascos with the sites? Fast progress today for sure!

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you dear Reader and for all? Stays there in my heart to stay for eternity, your sister.

Not thiaBasilia anymore. Why? Because I am not the Author of the underlaying message in the posts.

(What u think of my optimized graphic? I think it's beautiful because Father optimized my soul while I optimized the graphic! WOW!)

Wednesday, July 4, 2018 at 5:52 am.

Beauty Rather Than Ugliness Is The Prison Of Our Age ….?

Indeed! The Atmosphere Of Our Existence or the dominant intellectual or emotional environment or attitude at large. What is it that we all strive for? What is it that we all sell our souls to obtain? Isn’t beauty? Isn’t that the supreme goal in our lives, but!

Have We Learned To Discern?

The pages of THE FAMILY—A—TRUE STORY will impact the reader to discern what is beauty and what is not. Moment by moment. Hour by hour. Day by day. Month by month. Year by year the story develops. Where continue reading

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Tuesday, July 3, 2018 at 3:17 am.

O my Father? I sense Your leading me to refrain from posting. For all indications the more I write the less people is inclined to change their ways.

Business as usual no matter how powerful the words are that You give me to pass on to them. Success. Marketing. Buy. Sell. Laughter as well as sorrow is all part of their whole.

It’s all out of control. The human being march-on the path of spiritual death oblivious to Your existence. You are nothing else but a fabrication of their continue reading