The Instinct To Survive–To My Friend Dr. M. Talmage Moorehead

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Tuesday, February 03, 2015 at 2:35 am

Hear Ye! O Hear Ye People! Hear Ye!

Fear not! And rejoice! For there is an Almighty Being in the heavens watching & taking care of all of us even when it looks like there is not!

This Mighty Being created us to love & to cherish for eternity and He has not changed His mind even when things have turned out to be the way they are for each one of us!

If this is the case, you may ask, why things are the way they are for me, for you? And why evil exists and why this Mighty Being do nothing about it?

Ah! But such paradigms about it all has been discussed & rehashed over & over by numerous illustrious scholars as well as by many not so illustrious.

So many have put their two cents worth of knowledge into this immense pot of the same. Me? I’m pocketing my two cents for a rainy day—not about to waste my time & hard earned two cents!

Only, before I begin this post in Blogging 101, let me remind you that the natural survival instinct in any human being is the most powerful force to hold us prisoners in a world of nothing else but misery & gloom that can easily be covered with a thick layer of beauty & love & kindness sprinkled with a few rays of a God that we do not know!

Now, I am dedicating this post to my new friend, Dr. M. Talmage Moorehead for the simple reason that this beautiful soul has honored me with his friendship and promised this friendship to hold through the thick & thin waves of different points of view!

Thus, let me start with my expose of this tremendous force—the instinct to survive that is holding us prisoners not only of the world at large but also prisoners of the misconception of this life that we now live on the face of this earth!

The general actions & reactions to my writings….  Continue reading “The Instinct To Survive–To My Friend Dr. M. Talmage Moorehead”

DEPTH—The Depth Of My Faith ….

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Monday, February 02, 2015 at 7:34 am

Amethys rose_me on the roadFather, on this 2nd day of this February You have quickened me to write a new post for The Weekend Warriors.

Well the weekend is over but that does not matter to me—I write 24/7 so I am on time, regardless!

Thus here is my new post that is actually an excerpt of the entry of the past couple of days. I have been wondering how to present such long writing to the readers in Blogging 101. Today I got my answer with the writing of a new post referring to DEPTH.

All troubled relationships stem from lack of understanding of the depth of our beings among individual members of each relationship….

Saturday, January 31, 2015 at 11:41 pm

Father, I am realizing now that my children do not know what they have and are doing to me, perhaps anger & hurt & fear has blinded them and caused them to retaliate with vengeance!

What this retaliation entails? They have practically vanished me from their existence and express so in their public life, for in their public life hardly any mention of this mother of theirs is made.

It is for me such a painful experience to hit the Facebook button and find their name and automatically start searching what my children are up to, only to find a very happy life among all their numerous friends & relatives minus the least mention that they have a mother!

I know it is none productive to even hint these things to them, for just the slightest hint throws them into a fit of anger and hate, throwing the most awful ‘you are selfish’ ‘quit your self-pity’ ‘you are insane’ ‘you are not going to put a guilt trip on me!’ ‘you are not a mother!’ ‘you have not been there for me!’ ….on and on for years such goes on!

And me? I push and push and push! Defending myself! Trying to explain! Sarcasm, humor, anger? Simply trying to make sense of it all!

Until I quit trying and started trusting You, O my Father! And O my Father, You have given me the strength to look at things objectively and accept responsibility for my part in this awful turmoil in our midst along with the fact that I have sinned, against You only have I sinned!  Continue reading “DEPTH—The Depth Of My Faith ….”

Fading away graciously…Perhaps!

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Tuesday, January 27, 2015 at 11:28 am

O my Father, Monday went and Tuesday came and almost half of it is gone, where? Beats me! I am totally fed up with all the philosophizing permeating all spheres in the society of mankind!

Everybody who is somebody or a nobody has to put their two cents worth of opinion and wisdom and love and far most of knowledge about everything under and above the sun & the earth!

And me? Spare me the gruesome details! I have my fill of all of it—opinions, wisdom, love, knowledge and more of condescending humans tolerating and condoling sin or vice versa elevating the wicked carnal self to the pinnacle of righteousness!

O my Father! Enough is enough! But, that’s only the way I am feeling right now after reading so many warped articles about all of the above—all of them jumping & chirping amidst like migrating grasshoppers looking for a luscious field to settle on!

Father, I have said to this group of Blogging 101 all that You have instructed me to say. Some have received it, some have rejected it and others I don’t know, perhaps simply ignore it!

Thus, what I am feeling is more than a feeling, rather, is a sense and a hope that this is only a temporary halting of my posts, until You indicate to me a different route—perhaps to post again or just to fade away graciously!

I sense the fading away graciously is more likely to be! Whatever! You are in control of every minute detail of my life and You know what is best for me and for all at any given moment! I wait on You!

His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

Mental Illness? I Am Now Part Of The Solution And Not The Problem…

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Friday, January 23, 2015 at 12:20 pm

Father, You know about the heaviness in my heart because all the disappointments that come my way on the daily basis.

You know also that, by no means, all those humongous disappointments are about to disturb my total trust and dependence on you.

In spite of it all, I remain at peace basking in the security that no matter what? You are in perfect control of it all! I have nothing to fear!

What a difference it makes my present life in Your Presence from my past life groping alone in the valley of death that this world amounts to be!

Yes, I was groping alone when it was not necessary for me to do so because You, my Master were there all the time waiting for me to get off my own horse and mount up to You like the eagles mount to the sky!

Regardless, in the economy of our lives You do not waste a minute, but, You use all our lapses to teach us obedience by the things we suffer while riding our own horse of whatever seem good to us!

And now my Father, I see in this Blogging 101 that You are opening a door to share my testimony of Your Presence and Your work that You have and continue to do within my being.

Thus in response to a visit from the sparkonit site. I wrote the following comment that did not make it I guess because of the length of it!

So, I take it my Father that You are giving the opportunity to share this testimony not jus in one site but for all the bloggers in Blogging 101 to benefit from my testimony.

And so, I am posting the comment in my blog for all to benefit from my testimony of my past tumultuous life against the life of peace & contentment that are now live in Your Presence!


Here is my two cents in this matter of emotional insecurity 🙂

I was born in 1939 and I had my first mental breakdown in 1974, the second one in 1985 and in 1995 I was given electric shocks that almost destroyed me completely. Before 1995 I was not willing to take medication, but, from 1995-2007 out of physical pain that was attributed to my mental depression,  I submitted to medical treatment.

Such treatments entitled weekly visits with Phycologist & monthly with Psychiatrist. I tried all the therapies that there are to apply plus abide by the doctors instructions 100%. Joined especial groups and clubs with individuals in my predicament –the whole nine yards! Why this medical history?

To let you all know that I know all about this field more than the experts do, even the best that treated me would tell me, ‘You are helping us more than we are helping you!” Why? Because these doctors saw the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings was doing in my life since I shared my life—my testimony with them!
Even so I was under heavy medication at the song of near $1000.00 monthly! Then in May 2007 I was rushed to the emergency room at the point of death as the result of the medications.Then in September of that year of 2007 Bingo! Yahushua stepped into my life and spoke these words to my heart:

“You are no longer serving Me because you are too busy serving your community. Your spirit is sleeping and your mind is dull with all those medications that you are taking, thus you cannot hear me!”

Immediately! I got up and flushed every pill in the toilet, wrote a letter of resignation to my senior companion position and cancelled all my medical appointments and gained the label of ‘insane’ for sure!
Every member of the family and friends were waiting for another mental breakdown for sure! Instead within 1 month my physical health improved 100%!
Then 1 year later my Father called me to go to the Lost Sheep of Yisrael and without checking dates I needed to visit my doctor for a clean bill of health to leave the country.

When my doctor saw me her eyes nearly pop up of the sockets while she exclaimed opening my chart, “Ms. thia! Exactly 1 year ago today you were at the emergency at the point of death and look at you now! Nearly 100 lbs. less and no more edema!” Lab work had to be done to confirm my good health, it came out flawless!

My friends, at that time, following the advice here given I would share all my problems with my friends, and, I even had an open line to my psychologist to help me cope with my so called illness!

But guess what? Now, I do not bother any of my friends loading them with my heavy bags because I no longer have to carry those bags.

I am now part of the solution and not the problem. Whatever troubles me, and there is much to trouble anyone that have a couple ounces of intelligence, but now, I take it all to my Master in the journal of my daily life in His Presence—He is the only One who has the power not only to heal us but also to maintain our health permanently!

Check me out if you would,

His love in heart for all, thia/Basilia

What Serenity Means To Me And How Serenity Applies In My Now Life…


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Thursday, January 22, 2015 at 11:25 pm

O my Father, it’s almost the end of this day that came and is gone as quickly as all the present days are!

Friday, January 23, 2015 at 3:55 am

And yesterday went and today came and all the time I am still not knowing what to do next? I am cold, so, I guess the next thing to do is to put on my coat! That’s a job in itself!

Friday, January 23, 2015 at 7:39 am

Father, You know of the turmoil in my soul and in my surroundings for the last few days! Yet, I need now to reflect, under Your keen eye, on the Serenity Prayer and how You apply such prayer in the overall of my life.

Serenity Prayer

Reinhold Niebuhr (1892-1971)

God grant me the serenity

to accept the things I cannot change;

courage to change the things I can;

and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;

enjoying one moment at a time;

accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;

taking, as He did, this sinful world

as it is, not as I would have it;

trusting that He will make all things right

if I surrender to His Will;

that I may be reasonably happy in this life

and supremely happy with Him

forever in the next.


O my Father, again & again I must repeat, YOU ARE AWESOME! All of my life until this very moment of time I have known only the first part of this prayer and that is what I expected when I Googled it.

Even so, to my amazement, I found the rest of the prayer describing my exact position in this life that I now live! What can I say?

Brush these incidents as coincidences? Indeed! There are not any coincidences in the sphere of Your plan for each one of our lives!

Living one day at a time…exactly so it is for me! Like a song says, yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come; plus as it’s written,

So do not worry or be anxious about tomorrow for tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of its own sufficient for each day is its own trouble.  Matthew 6:25-34

And on it goes my exact way of living in the Presence of my Father/Creator—under His loving will and resting underneath His everlasting arms in the Secret Place of Yahushua—Messiah—my Master and Leader in this journey on the valley of death that human beings call ‘life’!

His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

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